I'm currently house sitting right now, and I'm loving it! It's really nice to be out of my house for awhile, away from all of the nagging and bullshit. I mean, I love my family, but sometimes enough is enough. I've got some decisions to make, and I hope I choose the right path, because I don't want to further my shame spiral of a life so far.

I really dont know what I should do now about this damn job situation. For once in my life, I thought that I FINALLY had the right thing picked out, and that I was moving on with my life. But then I started asking people's opinion of everything, and it kind of threw a wrench into machine. Am I running away from things here? Copping out? I kind of ( Read more... )

I'm falling in love with music all over again thanks to ISIS, La Dispute and Arcade Fire. Re-listening to these bands has just quenched my creative spirit's thirst...I'm ready to write music again..

I really dont get people sometimes. How can you vote for someone w/o knowing what their stance is on some subjects? Or hate on a particular party, because someone has a tone of voice that is "annoying"?? What the hell kind of a society is this that we live in ( Read more... )

Gah...things have been pretty wierd this week, I quit my garbage job, to go work @ the Salvation Army's Summer Camp, for the whole "Summer". I'm really hoping this works out well.. Ive really been bummed about the fact that the band is never doing anything, but now things are starting to turn around! We just wrote 3 songs on Tuesday, and they are ( Read more... )

So I finally got a job! I'm working with Waste Management....yes, I am a garbage man. Today was my first day on the job, and I was very nervous, but it was a learning experience. I'm really hoping that I can make decent money with this job, so when fall comes, I can go to school and have money saved up to just go to school ( Read more... )

Can't sleep as usual. I'm considering on going on a bike ride downtown tomorrow, equipped w/ my iPod and my bike, to get some exercise. I hope the weather is nice. I also saw today that Death Cab For Cutie is playing Detroit in June.. That would be an awesome show.. If only I could find someone to go? If anyone wants to go, let me know

I think I've made my mind up about college this fall. This has been a long time coming, and I'm finally going to step out from behind my comfort zone, and do what Ive always wanted to do. I'm not going to say where and when, but I'm pretty confident on this decision. I'm just hoping other things work out in the mean time, but I don't want to make ( Read more... )

Tonight was so much fun,
things got out of control for me, only for a "few minutes"......but things are better now. I'm really excited for the show tomorrow, its going to be awesome. A good night all around it was!

Still no job, gotta keep looking... GAH maybe I can find a job at a record store, that would be amazing, but probably not possible. Very excited for the weekend, I hope Friday will be amazing. Sometimes I wish I knew what people thought, so I could say the right things...

Goodnight.