The Brightest Little Firefly in her Jar

[briantheman]

Honestly. WTF? I feel so, I don't even know what I feel. I feel ashamed that I'm not appreciating everything enough. I swear to God it's the catholic in me. I want to feel guilty so badly about everything I have and everything I've ever been given, for all the things I "take for granted" but for fuck sake I appreciate it. I do, I truly do. But

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My States from Debi

[anonymous]

[pooloffears]

I miss you Brian. When can I see you? *hugs*

[mikeypat]

I'll come back from old Virginia, cause I know you all in washington are starved for my attention, you're starved for my attention... I will say what I meant to say awhile ago: I'm proud of you, and I'm sincerely very impressed at what you have accomplished thus far. The whole "If I have this, people will notice me" and "once I get this, things will be alright." I understand that. I must confess that I joined the corps in part to be noticed, because I felt that noone respected me or liked me for who I was. Don't become something you're not. Remember, you have people in this world that love you. Never forget that. There's a difference between striving for more and having goals and just believing that you're not good enough without certain credentials. Life will turn out. Nay, it already has, for all of us. I got a word last night and I think it may help you. "Reach down and feel your heart. Do you feel that? The rythm, the life. If you could only grasp the fact that this is timeless, it lives regardless of its contractions

yo!

[mikeypat]

"Whateva - I do what I want!"