this will be my last post in this journal...

zero is dead

i cut my hair in a drunken rage last night. its over
time to start over

let a new life begin

if you dont like it, fuck off

my new journal will be
http://www.livejournal.com/users/smashednbroken

so today is my final full day in yukon, tomm i load my life onto a truck and move. so yeah its exciting and yet sad. of course ill miss this place and all, but shit im not moving but like 5-10 miles away, haha. its been a horrible week. alot of realization going on and had 2 breakdowns, one being at work last night, i just lost it. man i need ( Read more... )

yeah so with all the shit thats been going on the home front. ive decided to leave. ill be moving to nw 50th and macarthur on saturday. i should also be getting a home phone number that day and ill still have my cell phone. i dunno when ill be getting net access, my roomate said the dsl stuff is in the mail so hopefully ill have net access soon. ( Read more... )

well starts off horrible and may just be the worse, now fighting with my parents, may be either getting kicked out or leaving on my own choice. fuck i just wanna sleep thru this right now

life is really taking a toll

atleast i have a place to go if im out, ill keep updated

i used to update this constantly, now i spend most of my time on myspace ( Read more... )

well i feel i almost died last night at work. i had an asthma attack at work, the first one ive had since i was like 7. so my co warker wanted to know whats wrong, pretty much bought me a primatene mist and i believe saved me. i had an inhaler at home but havent used it in a while, once i got home and used it, felt much better. can breath clearly ( Read more... )

yeah so i hear theres a MTF show tonight at the Conservatory. I think im gonna try and make it out, even though Im broke, ill hang around till i have to head off to work, hope to see some friends out there

peace

ok so i put the rest of the NYE pics up and some I took at the Copa on Tuesday

http://photos.yahoo.com/oklahomaraves
nye pics under nye 04
copa pics under misc 2

so yeah feeling evil and depressed this morning at 6am i started writing... heres alot of it ( Read more... )

fuck i hate my computer ( Read more... )