Indecision

[brideofbeowulf]

I've been feeling so bleh since I've been facing this indecision about the Minnesota gig. Today I got my period, so that explains some of it. I've got to reclaim that motivation I had right after the Gathering, to believe that I really can find someone out here if I try. I've just been feeling discouraged the past few days, which means I don't

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[dechiree]

Try applying for the nanny job.

And do a meditation!

[livefrommombasa]

And hang out with Sarah and Clarissa!

Can't hurt to apply - you can always turn it down.

But Miss Moonbow, you're in a time of transition. That means its difficult and it's hard. It doesn't always mean that it's the place or its you - but do do everything you can do to not go back to that depressed place. Remember your sisters and keep us fresh in your mind - especially all of those amazing and transformative experiences.

And you know what else? Buy a plane ticket to come down and see us with Lena and Clarissa in March if you haven't already. It will give you some sunshine and beaches to look forward to, not to mention some Gaias.

And keep reaching out. You've been doing an amazing amount of communicating these past few days via lj. Call and email those people you know you need to talk to. Even just to talk about nothing at all.

Love, P.

[startrails]

Could also be something more general. This is my personal opinion, but it seems like a lot of people are having things stirred up lately, and having to deal with latent emotional tendencies and fears and doubts.