so last night was the first time since last june that i had really drank a whole lot. and i still getting get wasted and only because my friend was wasted and i wanted to take care of her and stuff.. the party was okay.. i mean at first we werent allowed to drink but then we started... me and amanda played beer pong and let me tell ya.. we lost ( Read more... )

( Boredem=annoying quizzes )

8 days of school left.. YAY!!! i leave june 30th.. the question is if i will be returning? i made my mind up like a month or so ago that i wasnt coming back . but that was back when i didnt have any friends.. why do i have to start making them the last freakin month of school?i mean hell you werent friends with me before.. lol.. i just dont know ( Read more... )

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12 days of school left. 12 days too many.

I now have a boyfriend who is just amazing. Pictures will be coming soon probably.

I get prom pictures back tomorrow finally.

( Prom Pictures )

wow its been awhile.. but i have been busy with softball.. this weekend has been okay i guess.. Friday we had our last game of the season.. my friend chris came then after my game i came home showered and picked my friend amanda up and we went to chris's house. it was nice to get out of the house. but then yesterday i did laundry alll day and im ( Read more... )

so my dad cant drive up to see my game... i know he tried but i just wanted him to come up so bad and see me play. i just wanted to spend time with him.. I HATE LIVING IN FUCKING NEW YORK! i just started to bawl when he said he couldnt make it. i was so hoping for him to come..

We finally broke our losing streak. we won and it was ahell of a game ( Read more... )

blah.. school is taking forever it seems like. its like never-ending.. i still have 42 or so days... kill me now please..

so i was just in IN for a week and i loved it. 70's and 80's weather. ten i come back to 40's weather. i have been thinking alot lately about senior year. i <3 my mom but i just cant take it up here anymore. the people here in NY are just not like home. i have tried to accpet that i really have. but i think its certain that i am moving back home. ( Read more... )