Pictures and a playlist
I'm having trouble with words today. I have too many and not enough at the same time. I've been having that issue a lot lately; I feel like I have so much to say, but then when I try to say it, it comes out as nothing at all.
I came across this list and after reading only the first two, decided it definitely needed to be shared.
Speaking of being unemployed... still am. Actively. I really don't know what to do anymore. How many applications and phone calls and wishes on silly things is it going to take? Some mornings I lay in my bed and cry because I can't stand the thought of not doing anything useful for anyone. And then I cry some more because crying is not useful for anyone.
I mean, I'm still managing to have decent days. I fill them with love, and hope for the best. It helps that there are a select few people that continuously encourage me to keep going. Even if some don't know that they're helping me at all.
I like to pretend that I'm at least helping them a little too.
Today is a very music-y day, and my iTunes was giving me exactly what I wanted. So I made a playlist: Light a match to leave me be - Includes one of my favorite songs ever, a song I can't listen to without my throat clenching, and a song which contains lyrics that though I've sung them a hundred times, I only recently discovered were much more meaningful than I originally understood. Also, it's pretty good music. Let me know if you have a listen and/or like.
Other random things that need to be shared:
The second episode of Hellcats is on tonight.
Meow.
A scrap of paper:
Selena Gomez:
Also, relevant to everything, puppies in pajamas.
I came across this list and after reading only the first two, decided it definitely needed to be shared.
Speaking of being unemployed... still am. Actively. I really don't know what to do anymore. How many applications and phone calls and wishes on silly things is it going to take? Some mornings I lay in my bed and cry because I can't stand the thought of not doing anything useful for anyone. And then I cry some more because crying is not useful for anyone.
I mean, I'm still managing to have decent days. I fill them with love, and hope for the best. It helps that there are a select few people that continuously encourage me to keep going. Even if some don't know that they're helping me at all.
I like to pretend that I'm at least helping them a little too.
Today is a very music-y day, and my iTunes was giving me exactly what I wanted. So I made a playlist: Light a match to leave me be - Includes one of my favorite songs ever, a song I can't listen to without my throat clenching, and a song which contains lyrics that though I've sung them a hundred times, I only recently discovered were much more meaningful than I originally understood. Also, it's pretty good music. Let me know if you have a listen and/or like.
Other random things that need to be shared:
The second episode of Hellcats is on tonight.
Meow.
A scrap of paper:
Selena Gomez:
Also, relevant to everything, puppies in pajamas.