I'm getting more and more excited by the day
Only one month and 5 days to go until I see Gackt.
I still can't believe it, it feels like some cruel dream that I'm going to wake up from right before he comes out on stage.
I've booked my time off work, all of my travel is booked too. So I am all set for Gackt.
I know I'm going to be an emotional wreck at ( Read more... )

So, yeah...

I GOT MY FUCKING GACKT TICKET BISH!

-punches air-

SHAAAAAAAA!!!!

Mana

Hi. Yes. I have a little something to say...

GACKT!

FUCKING

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACKT

GAKUPO!
GACKT FUCKING CAMUI

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


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I 
CAN'T
BE
ARSED
!!!!

D<

Really really down. I hate it.
I feel lonely.
I'm going to Birmingham Pride on Saturday for the offchance that I might meet somebody.
But god, even if I do, I won't want to be with them...
I know that already.
It's horrible, I would feel like I was lying to myself and betraying someone else if I did.
ARGH
FOR FUCKS SAKE!

I want to ( Read more... )

It's strange, when even the simplest of conversations on the phone or even online can lift your mood up.
Just conversations about nothing...
Those are the most precious, are they not?
I cherish every little conversation, for they cheer me up.
I get down so easily these days,
So these occurences mean the world to me.

For all it's worth...
Thank you.
I thank ( Read more... )

I really want to post about London and exist trace.
But my mood is so down and I'm feeling somewhat worthless and like I've really fucked up.
Something someone said to me yesterday has really thrown me off.
I don't know what to do about it or how to act.

I've lost a friend.
Someone I used to be able to trust with my life.
That hurts.
Feeling betrayed is ( Read more... )

Right now I'm on the 16:29 Virgin Pendolino train from Crewe to London Euston.
I had a reserved seat, but some twat stole it.
I couldn't ask them to move because they were asleep and they had their family with them...
And the family smell.
So a kind woman and gentle man told me I could have their reserved seats because they moved to the seats behind ( Read more... )

So, tomorrow I'm off to London.
I can't wait!
I'm full of great excitement!
I was planning on listening to purely existtrace on the train down, but I ending up downloading Seth's other band, Art Cube.
I've never listened to them before, but I adore their music.
Seth's voice (he's known as 'Z' in Art Cube) fits the music perfectly.
I think I'll be having ( Read more... )

After my post yesterday, things have been getting better and better.
I tell Dei that Dir en Grey are playing, so she asked me to buy her a ticket and she'll try to find any way possible to go.
So her PayPal payment came through, and I got to learn her real name XD
It shall be kept hushed though, if I know what's good for me!
As I was putting in the ( Read more... )

God, the last few days have been like a rollercoaster emotionally and physically.
Southampton was fucking amazing, one of the best times I've had in my life, and that is not exagerating at all.
Coach to London was just hilarious. There was a guy in front of me that looked EXACTLTY like Yu~ki and sounded like him. I told Dei about it and she ended up ( Read more... )