Just fed up

[bridogscrib]

I have just about had it. I can't deal anymore. I want two things by the end of highschool; to fix my fucking back problems caused by my arm, and find a tight group of friends. I don't feel like i have eaither. I have friends, but I think they don't hold me as high as i hold them, and that's not healthy. Today was not a good day. After school, i

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[dncr0204]

High School is a big bundle of drama. No matter how you look at it. I do know where you are coming from because I went through that same kind of split identity. People in drama, not to make you sound not like one of them, pride themselves on being different. Unfortunately, they are all hypocritical in these actions because obviously they are all the same. I was definitely torn between Cheerleading and drama, thinking I was doing some big injustice to my drama friends by being a cheerleader, and I thought I was a complete outcast for being a drama nerd to all the cheerleaders. I kinda incorporated the two, by making them all audition for Chicago. Now I know you obviously cannot make everyone in drama join the swim team but its definitely better not to worry about what people say. Just stay you and they wont have anything to worry about. Clothes and cliques mean nothing. unfortunately,(and I say this only because I love Adrienne Bauer and her mom) their family is very rude in some aspects and they dont even know it. Maya saying you

[treeslikeme]

To my dear bri,
I know we fight like crazy and sometimes we want to shoot each other. We don't hold back from saying ANYTHING and we can be absolutely ruthless. But despite all that, you are one of my best friends in the entire world. I can talk to you about absolutely anything and you'll listen and respond like you actually care instead of being obligated to say something nice. I'm not going to make this some long cheesy I love you comment because I tell you that a million times a week. And if you want me to say it a million and one times or 300 million times I will if it will make you feel like you belong. We might not have the tight-nit group we had last year but we're all still friends *well most of us, haha* and we're ALL here for you. Please please please feel better because I don't want you feeling low when you're going to be sevenfuckingteen years old in 4 days.
i love you i love you i love you.

[smaddy07]

brian! i have an idea!
i'll go to drama with you and give you positive looks, like sexy ones maybe and they don't like me ONE bit, so that'll be fun.
but seriously, i really want to be in drama but im so scared.

[drewish821]

Brian, I feel awful. You are one of my great friends and i dont want that to change.
Plus who else would do that to taco bell?

[skandanuck]

Alright! Gotta put in my 2 cents...(isn't that the saying?) Brian. I love you. Like really. Regardless of the fact that yelling 'BRIAN!' can be an everyday thing...you are so fun and awesome...and who said fitting in would be so great? being part of lots of different things just shows you are a lot more interesting than other people. And a lot more of a wonderfully unique individual. So fuck them for trying to make you conform...especially...conforming to...being individual?! what...? (drama people can be so silly) And I know sometimes it can feel like you're all alone...but as long as I have anything to say about it you've always got someone right there with you. (especially at lunch time)

PS- the song is called bigger than my body...bitch.