Life is so fucking wierd.

Every thing has become surreal, as I should have expected. I keep changing my mind about these huge decisions; I've inevitably become stuck in the sink pit of internal muddiness. I am not exactly sad, just suddenly very confused. Can I leave my home? Can I just shut up and live like I've always wanted to. Am I living the way I should only to ( Read more... )

I think it is so much harder to find your on morals, a personal code to live by. Cause when everyday you are sifting through every moment, every instance for a clue - a key to some bullshit lock - you are lost. You don't know what everyone else thinks they know, or you pretend not to. I can't just sit around and lie in my self-pity anymore, but I ( Read more... )

Just mentioning that 
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My mom's birthday is on Saturday, but she is leaving for the beach tomorrow morning. We're having a birthday dinner tonight. I was going to the cook, but I'm just not there. I think we'll go somwhere relaxing, easy is key. My job is more or less done. I got a bag full of goodies (cd's, movies, etc.) that I'm sure she'll enjoy. I'm going with the ( Read more... )

Now that I am officially a brace-face at the tender age of 16 everyone has permission to laugh and point. It is in a word awful. I look like I am 13, and the idea of returning to my pre-teen years is somewhat excruciating. No really. Hopefully when my bangs grow back so will some of my age. God help me; I have at least a year and a half of this to ( Read more... )

I'm squee-ing all over the place at the moment. Shoebox_project was just updated and my HP/Wolfstar quota was filled for the week.

It is one of the best (perhaps bestest) fanfic I have ever had the pleasure of reading.

Getting my braces on tomorrow morning at eight. Wish me buckets of luck.

I'll get to better so the possibility of me waking up in the ( Read more... )

I've kind of come to the conclusion that I really need to jump off the I want to be an adult bandwagon. I'm letting everything slip by me, and it is silly to waste a sense freedom and a lack of responsibility that I will only have once. Yeah - we'll see.

I went to Jo's birthday and did a few more school errands today. Not much, but took up nearly ( Read more... )

One of my spacers popped yesterday. So I'm about to go in and have a new one put in. Yay! Now both sides of my mouth will use the ability to chew. Lucky me.

I haven't been up to much the past two days. Just laying around (mowing the lawn), blah blah blah.

I want to back to school; classes actually sound exciting this year... okay, they do every year ( Read more... )

I just realized I haven't had any idea how to credit icons all this time. My apologies to any and everyone I haven't given credit to when credit is do. I don't know how I'm going to go through and credit all of mine. I don't know where anything came from.

Everyone just remember I definately didn't make any of my icons.