blue

[brightchild]

i haven't felt this sort of bad in a while. a long while.

i have 2 puppies now. chuska and blue. blue is tiny and cuddly and soooo soft.

it is difficult to form meaningful relationships. it is difficult for me.

maybe i don't know how to do things right and easy. maybe i have to make them wrong and hard to get through

Comments

[hobbledehoy]

you may not be healed (are any of us, really?) but you're most certainly not ruined.

you're a beautiful and a good, and sometimes you can know that and sometimes that needs to be harder to know. whatever is going on at any given time, though, melissapet is a beautiful and a good.

[brightchild]

pet loves puck. lots.

[anotheryourself]

so much not ruined.

[brightchild]

thank you, dear. you have listened to me cry and petted me and loved me. i feel blessed.

[anotheryourself]

i know lots of these feelings. from different ways. but wondering how much my own inner complications screw everything up.

[brightchild]

if it is someone's fault, i don't want it to be my own. please don't let it be me.

[anotheryourself]

but you are the sweetest. there is no bad from you.

[brightchild]

*sigh* i am glad you are my friend

[changed_hope]

...it is difficult for me, too.

actually, i didn't know how to comment on this, but i really wanted to. sorry if it's annoying; i couldn't think of meaningful.

[brightchild]

you are not annoying. and i probably would have been a little sad if you didn't comment.

[changed_hope]

*hands you over a big spoon*

[brightchild]

*scoops up a bunch of YOU*