I AM :: Heather
I WILL ALWAYS:: be an odd person
I MISS:: sleeping next to Joe
HEAR:: someone sending me an IM
I SMELL:: like Joe
I CRAVE:: choclate milk shake & fries
I WORRY:: about Joe getting bored & going off with Jeff Hardys wife...
I REGRET:: alot of stuff
I LOVE:: Joe:)
I'M ALWAYS:: in a really odd mood
I DANCE:: alone in my room
I SING:: on my roof (my #2 happy place)
I CANT STAND:: Miguel
I LOST:: any common sense I had quiet awhile ago
I LIKE:: Joe's bed...its warm
I LISTEN:: to music :-D
I NEED:: be a better girlfriend to Joe
I KNOW THAT:: crack kills
I HOPE:: I get some new make up soon
I WANT:: to go to sleep next to my boyfriend tonight
I WISH:: he was with me
I CRY:: when I'm pissed
I FELL:: on my ass then got right back up
I BELEIVE:: that everything happens for a reason sometimes you gotta have bad before you get the best
Joe is being really nice...
Either he did something bad..
Or he's actually trying to be a boyfriend.
So far I think is the second guess.
I love him.
Today he brought me a rose & garbage pail kids:)
That combination alone made my day awesome.
He's the best I've had so far.
I just hope he can still stand me two years from now.
I love Joe.
I love Joe:)
Although he may not be romantic that much...
I still love him..& I don't think that will ever change.
Later,
Spooky
P.s. - for anyone wondering how the video journal was going : No one knows how to use my camera there for no one has seen me gush about anything I have to say on there. I haven't been updating it very much mainly just raving about Joe & he's cute-ness. I still find it
hard to believe I lucked out & fell inlove with the perfect guy.