Right now i think i hate myself for being so fucking indecisive....for the first time (in a while) i felt kinda hurt by a few people today that i felt kind of pt me down. Even though i know they were joking i kinda had or have a chip on my shoulder....(Rodderick was one of them) I dont know what to do with myself. I feel unmotivated anyways about ( Read more... )

So yesterday Carlos came with Meena to school to hang out. To tell the truth i was glad he came. I think i actually like him, but i don't know how i would like him. Meaning...as a friend or a lover. I better hurry and make my decision because he is waiting for me to make my choice. It seems to be the most imprtant thing right now (besides classes ( Read more... )

Christos Fabian Pablico's Aliases

Your movie star name: Salt N' Vinegar Chips Christos

Your fashion designer name is Christos Paris

Your socialite name is Booboo Los Angeles

Your fly girl / guy name is C Pab

Your detective name is Monkey Hawthorne

Your barfly name is Peanut Butter Pretzels Sparks

Your soap opera name is Fabian Ocean Gate
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SO...i'm at work right now...waiting for the store to close in like 30mins. GOD why must it be so painful to work at one place? I wish i got paid more...GRRR... Anywho....i am hella hungry and i want to take some drugs for my lower mid/lower back! DAMN THAT FUCKING SHIT HURTS!!! GAH ( Read more... )

maybe i need some SINGLE time?

I had an interesting thing occur to me tonight...all because of a CD i decided to listen to. How interesting how music plays with your head and helps (or makes) you remember of certain events in the past that you don't want to remember or you just want to forget. So I was looking for my Doors CD in Hawthorne today after Meena, Arlene and I ate and ( Read more... )

So all i have to say is that so far so good my classes are good and fun(sort of)! I have hist100a with ernesto and a bunch of other theatre ppl and sylvia. which is nice b/e then we have a good studygroup and shit! HAHA. I have thtr 277 (intro to costum design) with arlene and other ppl and my voice and movement class seems like agood group of ( Read more... )

This past week has been hectic, nerve racking and down right FUN! It makes me feel so good that im alive after certain events....BLAH. So let's re-cap ( Read more... )

I'm really really hot in this goddamn apartment. If it got any hotter i think i'd either suffocate, boil up, start sweating blood, or just plain die of heat exhaustion! GOD ( Read more... )

I like to drink alcohol! I had my dentist and eye doctor appointments yesterday (the 5th). My eye sight has gotten worse from the last time and i'm for sure part of my family! Why you ask? Because i'm beginning to get night blindness...just like my mom and grandfather...its when all the night time lights become hella ss blurry and your depth ( Read more... )