please help me understand how i can make this better

Apr 24, 2005 19:04

this is all wrong. he doesn't really mean it, does he? it is not possible. it wasn't suposed to be like this. this entire weekend was supposed to be different. i keep escaping to my car and driving aimlessly or just sitting. this isn't right at all. he knows better than this. i know he does. why do i feel so guilty? so inadequate? so flawed? i'm ( Read more... )

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larsondorkus April 25 2005, 00:01:19 UTC
yo, guys are sucky. let me tell you, communicating sucked in the beginning of my current relationship. it's almost better just to tell him that you don't want a summer break. let your feelings be apparent so that you can sort of go from there. i can tell you one thing... if he wants a summer break... he's a dumbass b/c you'll find some hot guy to be all over you in two seconds. another thing....you know my family and i are totally cool with you escaping here anytime. honestly just give me a ring whenever and my house is yours... or wherever i happen to be at the time. i hope that helped

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panuelitos April 25 2005, 00:59:07 UTC
Dear Comment Buddy,
I know that I am very bad at giving advice. Especially since I don't really know the situation, and I hope that you don't think that I am being annoying in trying to help you with something that I don't understand.
Please don't be sad. You shouldn't feel inadequate or flawed or anything like that. You are so beautiful, and I admire you so much. And I know that sounds stupid and fake, but trust me that it's not. You have no idea. You don't know how many times you have made me happier just by saying hey, and whatever is going on that's making you feel less perfect that you really are, you deserve so much better.
I'm sorry if you think this is the stupidest comment ever.
Love,
The other half of the commenting buddies

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brightestcr4yon April 25 2005, 03:11:03 UTC
carrie u make me feel beautiful. you need to know how talented you are at making others happy even when you are not happy wtih yourself. i know that can be hard but everyone loves you for it and that is why you are our school president, not because u would give people candy and inspirational pictures.
i think that was one of the most heartfelt nonstupid comments ever.
love,
one half of the commenting buddies

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YOU themelberg May 4 2005, 17:49:04 UTC
Yes, I do realize this is a little bit late of a comment, but I want to console you.

I don't necesarily think things should be a certain way or anything between you and him, it just takes time...there's probably still an awkwardness even because it's like talking online and or fighting and then having to have class together. I'm pretty sure that it's pretty normal for it to be so frustrating, and i KNOW that you don't liek straight up talking to dan about stuff liek this, but I think youshould, it might not only surprise yourself, but him, and it could be for the better.

I LOVE YOU.and your house is NOT boring.
I REALLY WANT SOME MUDDY BUDDIES RIGHT NOW

<3 theresa

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