more of a feeling of being afriad to move forward...than not wanting to move forward/im blamed for every move i make in this game and im not sure exactly what moves i am supose to make in the first place/the future is just too much to think about, but its whats on my mind most of the time/i have to come to a conclusion sometime/but that sometime ( Read more... )

so my new job is the easiest thing but yet the most stressful thing at times in the world. all i normally do is just sit around and do absolutley nothin..but everyonce in a while we get rushed and its hell.....so needless to say im drained ( Read more... )

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its the most surprising thing when everthing is going down hill....the gets a sudden burst up hill/ yea i kno im not completely to the point where i want to be with you....but i have found something new....and its better than i could of expected it to be/ im sorry we have not go along lately....its partly my fault...and i kno that/ but my new lova ( Read more... )

Lately I’ve been wishing I had one desire/Something that would make me never want another/Something that/would make it so that nothing matters/All would be clear then/But I guess I’ll have to settle for a for a few brief moments/And watch it all dissolve into a single second/And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet/Or one foolish line/Cause ( Read more... )

im broken, the pieces are waiting to be put back together, im happy, sad, cheerful, angry,and mad. i could be depressed, wonderful, or just listening to every word of every line you say, or just wondering off into space as if i knew what i was thinking about. i could be as mad as hell at you, and tell you i want to be with you...and mean it, or i ( Read more... )

i found this on MYspace/i liked it/so i did what the person who had it before me did/stole it from the writer////it happens/yup ( Read more... )

all i have to say.....is life isnt just something you can throw away....live it to its fullest and dont take it away from yourself or anyone....suicide is not the way to deal/been there/tried it and it doesnt help/

my friend hailey is dead because she gave up....it not just a game...........

Need more friends with wings ( Read more... )

its a feeling of nastalgia that is running threw my viens at the moment/ i wish i could run away from all this....its not that i dont want to be with ppl who are involved, i just dont want anymore sleepless nights/dreaming of what.....then waking up to find that i cant sleep for the rest of the night/ its just too much hurt for me at the moment/ ( Read more... )