I've been self medicating a little to much lately.
I'm so lost, I feel dizzy all the time.
I want him in the worst of ways.
bad news.
bad news.
bad news.
what do I do?
I have no one to talk to
I want to be able to eat
I want to not feel like this.

matt fell asleep on me again ( Read more... )

I have this feeling that I just can't shake
For the first time in a long time, I've been really busy
and
I've never felt so alone

this weekend was so gay
and I loved it.
matt and I
hotel
pool
drinks
awesome
I love him.
ugh.
I'm so excited for my class to start TUESDAY!
hopefully we can still hang out....
if not this was a great two days..

and I don't feel good!

I've started filling out applications ( Read more... )

hell yeah
I'm going to do drugs and craft
ahahahahahahhahaha

matt just told me that dan told him he smoked pot yesterday
after I saw dan tell my dad today that since he's been living here he hasn't touched or done a single drug
I fucking hate him
I'm drained
I just want to sleep for like a week

I'm going to see say anything soon!!!!
holy shit best day ever.

I love matt.
I realized the other day that this relationship is the best one I've ever been in, and it's new.
I like it.