Thoughts
The other day I turned 24. Yeah I don’t believe but it’s true. 24 years ago I was a baby without a clue. It’s sad to say that I am still without a clue. Yes I know things but I wound not call all of what I know wisdom. I think that some people think that I have it all together and everything is all peachy. The truth of the matter is that I have never had anything figured out. A lot of times when things bother me I keep it to myself. I figure that why would other people want to hear about my problems when they have problems of their own. I didn’t want to worry others with my own issues. I don’t know. There is much that can be added here but know is not the time.
So let’s move on to the other recent happenings. I graduated from college…..GO ME GO. Man you don’t know how much that means to me. As for the next step… Well to be honest I’m scared to death. I’m scared because there is no well defined path for me to take. I’m calling the shots now no one is telling me what do. I mean there are people giving me their two cents and there will always be people to help me out. It’s just different now. The thing that eats at me the most is that I have yet to find my passion, calling or whatever the hell you call it. I mean that is what college is for right? I have friends that are passionate about clothes, writing, history, music, and the list goes on. They are taking that and working on making a career out of it. What am I working on?
People talk about making goals and where they want to be in 5 or 10 years. That for me is still foggy but I do know where I don’t want to be. I think that is somewhat of a start. I also know that if I don’t make any changes there is a real good chance that I will end up exactly where I don’t want to be. So I need to start making changes, one thing at a time.
I feel like this post is all over the place and more of a rant. One of the things that I’m going to start doing for this New Year is posting more. So this is the first of many rants to come. Another thing is to work on my grammar and vocabulary.
So let’s move on to the other recent happenings. I graduated from college…..GO ME GO. Man you don’t know how much that means to me. As for the next step… Well to be honest I’m scared to death. I’m scared because there is no well defined path for me to take. I’m calling the shots now no one is telling me what do. I mean there are people giving me their two cents and there will always be people to help me out. It’s just different now. The thing that eats at me the most is that I have yet to find my passion, calling or whatever the hell you call it. I mean that is what college is for right? I have friends that are passionate about clothes, writing, history, music, and the list goes on. They are taking that and working on making a career out of it. What am I working on?
People talk about making goals and where they want to be in 5 or 10 years. That for me is still foggy but I do know where I don’t want to be. I think that is somewhat of a start. I also know that if I don’t make any changes there is a real good chance that I will end up exactly where I don’t want to be. So I need to start making changes, one thing at a time.
I feel like this post is all over the place and more of a rant. One of the things that I’m going to start doing for this New Year is posting more. So this is the first of many rants to come. Another thing is to work on my grammar and vocabulary.