i dont know y i do the things i do or say the things i said maybe to forget maybe its all just a big distraction i find my self eating drinking even fooling around and i dont know why i always regret it i hate myself right now i have for quite sometime now ive been punishing myself i cant stand the things i do i have to stop myself somehow i wish i ( Read more... )

ok so i finaly gave in and did this super emo journal crap but dont expect me to post often cuz i dont really care to share with all of you today was cool though i drove around with amy and brett and picked up cages aand fence and shit for her haunted house witch is the whole weakend of holloween and all of you should be there cuz if u dont go ur ( Read more... )