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[brightnight]

I think I have senioritis. I'm managing to maintain my grades through sheer dumb luck, and the barest minimum of effort. Really, I think I'd be failing my World Religions class if he ever graded the work, because I never manage to turn it in on time. I probably am failing. The man grades on a goddamn check+++ system in college, what the fucking

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[love_burns]

Kyle, you lost 20 pounds. 20 freaking pounds. It took you your entire life to get to the weight that you did, and objectively, you haven't been on weight watchers than long as compared to your whole life. Don't lose hope, fluctuations are totally normal, and maybe instead of focusing on your long term goal and beating yourself up over it, you should focus on smaller, short term goals. You've come so far, it would be a shame to stop being proud of what you've already achieved.

And as for school, I'm sure you feel the way you do because its probably not challenging you enough. You're probably pushing off assignments because they bore you and you don't care, and then you're forced to do them last minute. Just look forward to UCF and know that if for whatever reason you decide to flake out and fail all your classes, you won't go to UCF- lol. Hang in there, you don't have much longer there.

And then you can hang out with me. And cook!

[brightnight]

I know. Even at the meeting on Saturday, this one woman was complaining because she only loses 1 or 1.5 lbs a week, and she doesn't think that's enough ... and the leader was like, "You know, there are 52 weeks in a year, and that means you're losing at least 52 lbs a year, which is amazing." I've just been unmotivated, and I felt defeated. But yesterday in my health class my ass was severely kicked by my instructor, and I ended up working out today, too. Yayyy.

I figure that it's probably because I'm not challenged. And that's a good point about UCF to motivate me not to suck. :P

I will totally cook for with you.