I am still alive (barely)

May 28, 2004 15:13

I have decided to start posting again. But I think I am going to make it a "friends only" journal. As soon as I figure out how to do that I will catch everyone up on the hell in which I call my life.

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flare4444 May 30 2004, 19:28:55 UTC
Hi good to see you havent' in a while.

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it has been a while...almost a year! brigidsfire June 1 2004, 15:49:13 UTC
good to see you 2!

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BE AWARE !!!!!!! anonymous June 1 2004, 12:54:09 UTC
Be careful. Some of these people act nice to your face and then stick the big knife deep in your back.
Remember the past, and be wary.
A dark cloud wears the mask of a sunny name.

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point taken brigidsfire June 1 2004, 15:55:00 UTC
thank you... i have definitely learned my lesson. i respect that you would like to remain anonymous but i would like to know who is giving me such good advice. =)

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Long time... maharetayin June 1 2004, 22:31:34 UTC
For what it is worth, I am here and I still love you.

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Re: Long time... brigidsfire June 2 2004, 12:25:21 UTC
if this is who i think it is (the user name says it all) it has been a long time... thank you and i love you 2

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Re: Long time... maharetayin June 3 2004, 16:31:28 UTC
You know. I am here if you want to talk, or you can always just e-mail me if face to face is too much for you right now. Think yellow.

Love!

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FACE TO FACE IS A FOREIGN CONCEPT FOR SUNSHINE maharetayin July 4 2004, 12:35:36 UTC
Face to face is not in her capacity.
All this loathesome bitch understands is two-face.
A manipulative and small minded person.
Judgmental,shallow and cruel.
A vicious and backbiting tongue.
Using maladjusted young people to hide her ugly self behind.
Everyone sees it.

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Keep your eyes on her horizon mayanviking June 2 2004, 12:09:39 UTC
Carbon-made found her at the end of her chain
"Time to race," she said "Race the downhill"
Behind crystalline irises, loons can dive
where the world bleeds white

Just keep your eyes on her
keep, don't look away
keep your eyes on
her horizon

Bear claw, free fall, a gunner's view
Black and blue
Shredding ribbons of lithium
Blow by blow, her mind cut in sheets
Layers deep
and unraveling

And keep your eyes on her
keep, don't look away
keep your eyes on
her horizon

Get me Neil on the line, no I can't hold
have him read "Snow Glass Apples" where nothing is what it seems
"Little sis, you must crack this" he says to me
"You must go in again ... carbon-made only wants to be unmade
blade to ice ... it's double-diamond time"

And keep your eyes on her
keep, don't look away
keep your eyes on
her horizon
her horizon
her horizon

~Tori Amos

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you always know exactly what to say...*tear* brigidsfire June 2 2004, 12:26:25 UTC
i love you *hug*

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ALL EMPTY WORDS ON PAPER mayanviking July 4 2004, 14:31:36 UTC
NO MEAT ON THE BONES, IN REALITY.
WORDS ARE CHEAP.

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GROW THE FUCK UP ASSHOLE !!!!!! userpostid July 14 2004, 18:10:27 UTC
YOU FAKE BASTARD.
THE WHORES OWE APOLOGY FOR THEIR SHIT AND NONE IS EVER OFFERED.
HOW SICK ARE YOU?
YOU ARE AS PHONY AS A THREE DOLLAR BILL
A USER, TAKER, SCUMBAG
THE MISTAKE SOME MAKE IS THINKING YOU ARE UNLIKE YOUR SCUM FRIENDS.
YOUR FAMILY, DECENT FRIENDS,AND CIVIL HUMAN BEINGS SEE WHAT THEY ARE.
UNLESS YOU ARE BLIND, YOU DO ALSO.
YOU KNOW BIKI FUCKED ANGELA OVER, BIG TIME, YET YOU SUCK HER UGLY TITS.
YOU KNOW SUNSHINE IS A HATEFUL DISFUNCTIONAL FAT UGLY CRUEL CUNT, BUT YOU LET HER MOMMY YOU.
WHAT AND THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?
WAIT AND SEE WHAT THE REWARDS ARE FOR THEIR HATEFUL BEHAVIOR.
THREE FOLD......... I AM THREE FOLD
THE ONLY THING THAT MADE ME HOLD BACK WAS FEELINGS FOR YOU.
I AM PAST THAT NOW.
ENJOY!

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earthunicorn June 3 2004, 16:58:17 UTC
I know you may have your reservations, but know that I love you always and am here for you. I would really like to talk if you ever need, if not, I won't say I understand, but I will say I won't push.

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thank you... brigidsfire June 4 2004, 12:18:17 UTC
i would really like to talk to you. i have expressed this to robbie. you can get my cell phone # from him that is the best way to reach me. you are right when you say that i have reservations, but i am beginning to realize i am becoming that way to everyone around me.

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Re: thank you... earthunicorn June 5 2004, 21:01:12 UTC
Thank you for your honesty and for being open to talking. It is sad to hear that you are becoming so reserved with even those you hold dear. I will call you soon.

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YOUR INBRED BRAT WILL BE SCHIZOPHRENIC. earthunicorn July 20 2004, 13:19:58 UTC
YOUR BASTARD CHILD WILL BE JUST LIKE YOU AND ITS FATHER, ERIC.
SCHIZOPHRENIC UGLY MOTHERFUCKER.
DO YOU BREASTFEED ERIC AND YOUR UGLY BASTARD KID?
GO FUCK SUNNI YOU LONG NOSED WHORE AND SLUT

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