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[brigmanthegreat]

So, Lesley and I aren't talking anymore. She told me she never reads this thing so I'm going to write here. It only feels better when I say or type the words in my head. It's all a big jumble and hard to communicate

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[alwaysonlybe]

All I can say is that whatever is supposed to happen will happen, and it will be right. I know you probably don't want to accept that right now, but patience and time (yes, that cliche "time heals all wounds" bullshit applies). I think it'll be easier if you guys don't talk, because now that I've cut off contact with Josh, I feel a lot better. Anyway, I hope we can talk more now and hang out when I'm in Newberry in 2 weeks :)

[alwaysonlybe]

Oh, what you said about forgive and forget...I just wonder, how exactly could you forgive somebody dumping you for someone else? That's the hardest part to me - if he ever wanted to get back together, I would feel like, "Oh, he got THAT out of his system, so I'm supposed to take him back?" I just have trouble understanding that.

[brigmanthegreat]

I know. While I realize that I must've not been what she needed at the time...what's to say at some point in the future I won't be able to be there for her? Is she just going to leave me then, too?

Saw her at a softball game briefly tonight. I should've gone up and been EXTRA nice to her and Justin but I don't have it in me...yet.

[alwaysonlybe]

Oh, not me. Even after all this time, I think I'd kill myself if I saw them together.