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[brillan88]

I'm all choked up and i can't breath... Nose stuffed and tears flowing. Face wet, mouth dry. I'm not going to get to bed for a LONG time. Not feeling like this. Things are blurred. I haven't felt like this in long time... a huge long time. I can only think of shitty life is going to be for the next few days, weeks, months, years. All at once things

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[specialt_2007]

Don't beat yourself up to much.

[brillan88]

yeah i guess i was hard on myself but that is how i was feeling at the moment. I'm doing much better today. I have a way of bouncing back...

[mjscheer]

I'm sorry, man. I know it won't help but I was pretty much going through the same thing a while back. My advice is to talk to your real friends (not LJ...) I'm so sorry, man. But things always get better. It's the circle of life.

[brillan88]

umm... I have people to talk this stuff over with? I guess to be truthful I don't talk things over like this with people or at least I haven't. I separate my life. And generally don't let them overlap though there are always exceptions. Ask too many questions and get too answers, things just get stranger and wierder. Maybe it would be good but I just don't know who.

[devil195]

hey bri, it's okay. i don't know what else to say to but that things will end up okay. you know you can talk to me. anytime. honestly, brian anytime you want to. be strong, ok? i know you are.

love.