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[ Private: Fucking hell. I'm a wuss.
I don't fucking do anything when my friends get hurt, I just make these stupid idle threats, and don't have any intention of actually doing anything about it because I don't know what to do about it. I sit here like a fucking little loser, because I don't want to actually fight stupid Shozo, I don't want to get hurt and I don't want to wind up in the hospital. I'm a fucking coward, hell, even Aya took the hits, even she went to go fight him. A girl went to go fight that freak and I won't. I can't stand it. I can't stand how absolutely fucking lame I am. Haru's all fucked up and there's nothing I can do about it but sit here. I don't know if it's revenge I want exactly I just want to do more than sit here on my ass.
And all I do is get more people pissed at me. Shit. I hate this. ]