Do you ever have those days when you just feel hideous?

yeah, it's one of those days.

the way my legs look you'd think i've been wrestling timpani all the way to the orchestra room, but au contrair mon petites, i am merely an easily bruised pale kid who takes 15 minutes to roll an effing drum into a building.
so if you happen to see my legs today, there's your explanation.
no my father and robin haven't been beating me.

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Today and yesterday has taken all that I have in my and my better judgement to not just break down and cry, vomit all over creation, and scream at the top of my lungs. Don't ask me why, because it's a dumb reason and when I look at it from an outsider's perspective it makes me see how pathetic/immature/selfish (take your pick) i'm being ( Read more... )

I love you guys and gals.

guess who just got her first real job ( Read more... )

I just watched a blurb on the nightly news about center grove's sucessful winter season. It barely did them justice but it was cool nonetheless to see them being featured on the news.

I now bring you another update on the mayhem and madness that is my life! aka the good and the bad! But luckily this time the good outweighs the bad by like...a lot ( Read more... )

and i'm thinking to myself that "gee i should get outside!" because it's so splendid out there, at which time a seed from the apple i'm eating throws itself into my mouth to meet its doom. i almost choke. god is trying to smite me. or something. either way i think it's a sign that i should be out living my sixteen year old life instead of sitting ( Read more... )

yeah i know it's rainy and dull but just take a deep breath and let it slide down your throught and into your lungs. exhale. it'll make you feel better. i swear.