finding one's self is quite perplexing.
.....i know what is "expected", i too know what is "discomforting" and lucid.

years from now i will settle down and bask in luxurious commodities and a profuse amount of leisure time/activities...the American Dream right ( Read more... )

good morning world

a lot of shit right now

dont know what ppl want to hear on lj anymore. been out of it for a while. ya i've changed a bit , and yes i always am changing, but i guess i'm just realizing it more so and it's leading me to different conclusions. i'll admit im lacking some stable ground right now, but it good in that it allows me to get up and do some outrageous things, taking ( Read more... )

i want to vomit....

end of the year, im out of here

so0o0o, got off work early, totally excited to have some fun on my night off, seeing as how ill be working for the next 100 years. but lack of friends inhibits going out...ehhh maybe next year...

so yet again.... i am going to be a pallbearer...this is like the 3rd time in the past year..and thast just the past YEAR..i hate this shit...my aunt died of cancer on sun..been fighting that shit for years,,finally kicked its ass..then bout two years ago, things started goin downhill agian...finally got the best of her...

4th of july was chill....i had lots of fun, went with kell to do the family thing at my aunts, then dlands poopy firework show, and at last love on the beach =-)

you did it mario, with luck spittin in your face, and time against you....you pulled off the metro to hollywood outta norwak , 3 railways, through the streets of downtown, solo, to a sold out show, to EXPERIENCE the band that does it for you liike no other human beings can compare to. a group of individuals who will go down in history as by FAR of ( Read more... )

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