Maybe you should move away. Why is it too late? Go to a different community college in the Spring. Are you trying to make yourself believe that its too late to move away because you really don't want to? You really just want to be close to him. I know that you don't need anymore "I told ya so's," but in order for all your hurt to go away, you need to stop going after him! You keep setting yourself up for all of this, making yourself believe that he wants the same thing out of your relationship as you do, and that is not true!!! I am not trying to hurt you, but just to make you see. It will hurt for a while...maybe even a LONG while, but you have to make the first move to end all this. Staying there with him is never going to make this easier. There are a million Community Colleges in Houston. Why did you have to pick the one right next to him? Have you convinced yourself that it wasn't for him? Because you haven't convinced me, or any of your friends.
for once, the comments dont hurt because i know that it is just the truth. I am stuck here until may. My lease doesn't go up until then. So i am going to do my best to move on. It has been 3 years too long, and your completly right..i need to start doing whats best for ME, not him. I have been living out his life for soo long that i have to step back and actually see what i want. I had convinced myself completly that i moved here for school, and to start over...that was it. But i know that when i got here and our relationship started changing, i knew that he was one of the reasons i did come here. But now i have to deal with it and it will be ok. I can be strong. Someone awesome told me the other day that no matter how alone i felt..and just because i may sleep in med alone, doesn't mean that i am alone...i have friends all around me. They are what matters! So thanks for the post!! The sun is shining and i need to go work out....yeek! so have a good day!
i am glad the comments dont hurt. i was afraid that you would be offended at my bluntness.
i am also glad that you are actually realizing what everyone has been telling you!! we are your friends and we just want you to be happy. and believe me, i know how it is to be in love with someone for 2 years, finally get them, and then break up!! it was so hard! but everyone who has loved, has lost.
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I am not trying to hurt you, but just to make you see. It will hurt for a while...maybe even a LONG while, but you have to make the first move to end all this. Staying there with him is never going to make this easier. There are a million Community Colleges in Houston. Why did you have to pick the one right next to him? Have you convinced yourself that it wasn't for him? Because you haven't convinced me, or any of your friends.
For once, do what is best for you! Not him.
---Someone who cares
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i am also glad that you are actually realizing what everyone has been telling you!! we are your friends and we just want you to be happy. and believe me, i know how it is to be in love with someone for 2 years, finally get them, and then break up!! it was so hard! but everyone who has loved, has lost.
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