Fuck this, fuck you.
Get your head out of your fucking ass and consider someone else's feelings for once.
How the hell am I supposed to feel?
Where does this leave me?

Sometimes I feel as though I'm the only one who sees things the way they really are. Or maybe I'm just the one who sees things as everything but the way they are. The truth...simply sucks. I'm so worried right now. I'm worried about family in simi valley...im scared of what my cousin is capable of doing, scared of what he might do. I'm afraid that ( Read more... )

Guys are assholes. Complete assholes. All of them. Almost every single fucking one, automatically labeled, asshole. Not that I'm stereotyping or anything. I said almost.

Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
I will never like you.
Fuck you.
You're an asshole.
Fuck you.
Why don't you go away forever
Fuck you.
You're full of bullshit.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Dellion prick.
Fuck you.
Fuck, fuck, fuck
You.

Sometimes I get that
weird giddy butterfly feeling...
I saw him tonight.
He walked me to class.
Its weird because...
there's so many things I dont like about him.
He can be so cocky.
He thinks every girl wants him.
He thinks he's always right
about everything.
But I like him.
And it feels really weird.

College is okay, but I'm really missing high school.
This update sucks.

Disappointed.
After work, I came home, changed clothes, went to Jerrys to see Mohrlock...since I had promised Bran and hadnt seen them in forever...and run downstairs to see them beginning their last song. Sucky! I paid five bucks for one and a half mohrlock songs. Dammit. Not cool.

I'm sorry...I just can't handle it anymore.
Yeah, we had a great friendship.
Yeah, I know..it's too bad...things change, people change, you've changed and I've changed.
The accusations, lies, backstabbing...
I just dont want to be a part of that anymore.
Goodbye.

I knew this would happen eventually, we saw it coming...

An excerpt from my diary, written in Oahu ( Read more... )