so the girl I wanted to ask me is already going with someone else. my heart is broken and I want to just go I dunno, fucking curl up somewhere and not breathe.
what a great life I've had, and it's probably her ex that she still likes, I WOULDN'T KNOW! Know why? "I'll tell you when it gets closer to the dance."
so I'm kinda worried about this "Sadie Hawkin's" dance I dunno if I exactly appreciate another chance to see how much I'm not liked by not being asked.
or the person I want to ask me asking and taking someone else, which puts my stomach in MAJOR knots.