(Untitled)

[brioi]

Feelings are so difficult to convey. Today was another one of THOSE days

Comments

[dbrose]

Feelings are very hard to convey, definatly. Ive been having a string of really bad days, whilst I deperatly want to talk, there are no words.

You know.. you write really beautifully. I hope your day is better today.

[brioi]

Don't worry about me. I write in this journal knowing that others may read it, but it is just a journal. A place to vent, to express the things that I would struggle to say to those around me.

I appreciate your concern. I hope that we can talk this week. I turned in my letter of resignation yesterday, giving them my two weeks notice. I'm going to miss traveling, but this opportunity is a good one when considering the "big picture". It's my foot in the door to a very specialized industry that is hard to break into. It will mean a much better quality of life for me. Now I will be around more for the things that I want to do; to focus on goal weight, guitar, friends, things like that. Things that are important to me that I've been forced to neglect due to a busy schedule.

I hope you are okay G. I miss you and think of you often.

[dbrose]

adding on goal wieght as an afterthought there? wieght is depressing.. I hate that so many people tie themselves in knots over it.

Its good to have a place to vent.. thats really what my journal is too. Im hating how false I feel though.

I hope your job move will do you good, I definatly think its a good thing that youll have more time to do the stuff that you enjoy doing

[brioi]

No, not an "after thought". Goal weight was the first thing on my mind acutally, but I hesitated to include it. Then after I wrote how I use this journal to say the things I can't in real life, I questioned why I was holding back and decided I needed to be more true.

Anyway, yeah...that's all I guess. I'm traveling south this week. Need to jump in the shower and get going.

[volupteveg]

hey. I hope that I didnt say anything to upset you.
I like your writing and would love to read more, if you feel comfortable adding me
:)

[brioi]

Last night I was talking with dbrose on the telephone about deleting everyone on my journal, not that I'm "upset"...I just wonder how much of a point this LJ serves to me, as well as the few that may read something that I write. I think my feelings about this go in phases. I mean, sometimes it’s nice to just say things that you’re feeling and know that you are heard, without having to look someone in the eye. But other times, I question my decisions about letting others know how I really feel. I’m surrounded by many people everyday that I interact with and consider me a friend, but are oblivious that they are totally ignorant of who I really am, or so it feels anyway. I’m not sure if I’m making any sense at the moment

hope

[flexiblesvensk]

*hoping I am not one of the ones you wouldn't miss*

I write about shallow stuff a lot, I'm sorry...I keep a very deep offline journal, but I don't trust LJ with it. I want to publish it, I'm terrified of copyright, and I'm even more terrified of my "friends" tearing it down. I don't need that.

I'm always considering deleting my journal. Promise me though, if either of us does, that we will stay in touch (actually, GET in touch)? I mean, I'm a lot closer physically (though obviously not friendship-wise) than Bobbie, and you two talk a bit. I'm sure I could talk to/even visit you. I want to get to know you, if I may. *smiles*

velocityferrari@yahoo.com

Lots of love,
Audrey Elaine

Re: hope

[brioi]

I would miss you Audrey. You stand out, in a good way

[anonymous]

stranger

[brioi]

"Stranger"???

What is your name?

[anonymous]

guess.