i wanted two things for my birthday, i got one thing the other i didn't. i didn't want presents this year i wanted something different. I didn't get it though ( Read more... )

i will not be returning to saa this year ( Read more... )

hm.. i went to xtine le's house. im getting really clumsy i always have cuts and what not.. dude i got out of her pool and smack fell on the floor..for no reason!! i just fell down and all of xtines brothers and there friends just laughed at me lol it was pretty funny. annd why is it that elaine/xtine always try to strip me naked? or take pictures ( Read more... )

it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time ( Read more... )

i sometimes like to wake up super early before class...yes kinda odd. i was reading some of my private entries, and i mentioned during finals that i was ready for the upcoming year. too bad im NOT. why cant summer be like 4 months long? and summer school like 2 weeks or something. seriously. i still dont know what school im going to yet. i really ( Read more... )

i miss my saa girls!! and i really miss the group...michael, terry, and both xtines. i'll see them soon though. when i get summerschool out of the way i'll have to catch up w/everyone. i kinda miss the other fellas..but i see most of them every day. my bday is coming up soon. i wont get to go to mexico this summer (my moms hometown that is) bc i ( Read more... )

how could i love and be loved if i dont open up to it?
so scared of a broken heart
well guess what u cant get heartbroken
w/o the love to begin with
sometimes i want the games to stop
and open myself up
but i dont see that happening

ahh sorry about the sentimental bullshit

u know i really want to see christine n, i haven't seen her in a while

i need to throw something ( Read more... )

the stresed face wasn't that attractive...

that stressed face is not attractive...