why waste time? why wait? why spend yourself searching for that person you "think" will make u happier than you are now. Why are people always trying to find the bigger and better things in life? they always come up empty handed. Its ok to dream big, but why ignore what is given to you already? I mean You and shawna found eachother, right? you are ( Read more... )

 miss:
our morning routine, where i kiss you before you go to work, and tell you to be safe, wer yor seat belt, and to have a good day.

 
I miss:
our little sneezing this we do...
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I am so sick of people telling me... maybe you should just move on, maybe you should go out and find some guys to hang out with, that way he will see what he gave up, and come back to you. You should live your life, now that your single.

OMG ENUFF ALREADY!

I am so sick of hearing this shit. 1. I dont want anyone else but him 2. Why would I go out and ( Read more... )

 I have been looking up my dreams lately in my dream book... some give me hope... others make me weary... maybe that dream book is bad to look at every day huh?

 I miss:
going shopping, and picking out the same things for one another, because we both share the same style taste!

so yea...  i have come to the conclusion, that once i get my life back together I am moving back to LA... even if me and Brian dont get back together. I feel like i gave up on a lot of things, including my dream of living in california. So I dont want to live with that regret, even tho i may have a few others I need to work through. I think I wanna ( Read more... )

 I miss:

when we were in the car, and you would put your hand on my lap. You would open ur hand for me to put my hand in yours, and I would pretend I didnt know what you were trying to do, so you would make it even more obvious that you wanted to hold my hand.

 I've walked alone
And felt as if no one cared
All the days so dark and dim
But it's like the rays of the sun some how came down
To shine when you are around
And I always thought that I'd never find that one
To make me feel forever young
But if I had one wish
My life to share would be with you
And no one else
If I had open arms would you have a ( Read more... )

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