so yeah whats up today? OH OH! i got an application to mountain country, filled it out. so next time i go to there i will give it to them. anyway thats one step closer to a part time job. would be rather fun to work there again. i mean id work with amanda and it would be real chill. oh well guess we will just see what happens ( Read more... )

so heres the deal, she'll bring me but only if its not snowing and if she doesnt decide to go to this dinner thingy with her husband and only to waterville and id have to give her 20 bux. hmmm how would i get back? walk i guess. so yeah and this is all because that is what her husband said. fuck her daughters happiness. so ive had it with her and ( Read more... )

my mom said shed think about giving me a ride to and from bangor this weekend so i could go up and see jay. i told her that this was really important to me because it is and i was even crying. because i dont think anyone knows how extremely bad i want to go this weekend. and she told me she has to talk to my step father about it and he will ( Read more... )

is it bad when i need motivation to go get my motivational cd to motivate me to get up and do things ( Read more... )

yeah a random fact in case you care ( Read more... )

so its been forever people. some of you know, some of you dont know. but ive been sick as fuck since sunday night. ive been laying down thinking i was going to die lol. i slept pretty much all sunday, monday, and tuesday, started feeling better yesterday and today im almost back to normal. im sure with this progress i will be back to my annoying ( Read more... )

so im like extremly bored right now and in a couple minutes ill most likely be babysitting if they do not decide to wait till tomorrow. either way id like to go up to the clubhouse for dinner. that would be nice and give me some social interaction other than with my psycho mother. yes i spent the night there last night and it was like hell and a ( Read more... )

yeah so that was randomly in my head so i just put it as the title ( Read more... )

ugh ( Read more... )

so heres an update on my life lol ( Read more... )