I have a new journal, if you want to be added just let me know in a comment ( Read more... )

Another pointless entry because I feel like it and I can (because I'm Jillian!). Tomorrow I'm going to New Hampshire to go outlet shopping. I need to pack my breakfast, snacks, and lunch so that I don't cheat on my diet while taking a trip. I'm going to eat breakfast at home and then pack a skim-cheese stick for a snack and then a turkey and cheese ( Read more... )

I went and saw Big Fish (the movie) at the theater tonight. I cried all throughout the movie and almost the whole ride home. I'm not sure if I was crying because of the actual movie or if I was crying because of other things and blaming it on the movie. I guess I just love excuses to cry. I'm an emotionally unstable person. I don't think I should ( Read more... )

To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real ( Read more... )

Today is day five of my diet and I've lost about 8 pounds so I'm pretty excited. I lost my appetite too, so I'm only eating a little now because I'm never hungry anymore. I can't eat all of the snacks the diet requires because I have no room. I've been drinking tons of water, like Nalgene 32-oz bottles at a time. I don't feel the need to eat ever ( Read more... )

I'm sleepy but I'm trying to see how long I can stay up.

My hair is all spikey and sticking up on top of my head, scary!

I drank almost five 32-oz bottles of water in 2 hours.
I'll probably drown tonight while I'm sleeping.

I've started this daily routine out of no where. In the morning I'll wake up and go to Curves, then prepare my meals for the day (diet), and then watch the ABC Family channel. I watch re-runs of old television classics (to my generation) such as Family Matters, Step-by-Step, Saved by the Bell (although this is on the Super Station), Full House, ( Read more... )

Nate gave me hot pink tulips for our 2-year anniversary and they are gorgeous. I'm excited because I have been able to keep them alive for 3 days now! He also gave me a beautiful bouquet of wild flowers. It was lovely and very romantic. The end.

I love to spend money ( Read more... )

I wouldn't talk to me if I were any of you for the next 12 days. I'm on this friggen diet that I hate so much. I just want to scream and cry and everything else. I guess I like food. When I say food, I mean like food that makes me say, "whoa!" not celery, cottage cheese, and tons of meat. Blech! I hate meat. I hate eggs! I hate everything except ( Read more... )