Hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
Roped me in so mesmorizing
And so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am...

Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The ( Read more... )

Does every teenager go through the whole "party stage."

Do we all have to have our drunken nights and our "man I was so stoned!" nights?

You look around at out school and then the place that we leave in and you realize that almost everyone here are stoners or drinkers?

Do they ruin the fun for us when we try to go drinking by telling their stories ( Read more... )

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I ( Read more... )

Friday- was boring until me and Brittany went to the mall and did most of my Christmas shopping! I got Brandon's, Dana's and I found the charm that Rick wanted. They have to order it but at least I found it! YAY!! We stayed in the mall until it closed and then we started walking to the bowling alley. As we were walking to the bowling alley I ran ( Read more... )

Its so funny how that just yesterday all that sure thoughts that I had in my head had been earsed because of the one guy I loved. He made me think that life and loved were complelty different then what I had been making my life and my new love to be.

Yesterday I called Billy to talk to him and his mom answered the phone and told me that he got ( Read more... )

Kid Rock]
Livin' my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I ain't seen the sun shine in 3 damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to her
I put your ( Read more... )

It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old

I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and i'm still falling

(chorus)
Every time I'm falling down
All alone i fall to pieces

I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling, I can't breath

I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and i'm still falling

(chorus)3x

All ( Read more... )

I was sitting in my room yesterday waiting on Rick to call me back from work and I got a phone call. It was from Billy and he sounded like he was in a good mood. Since he was in a good mood I wanted to talk to him just to see how things were going with him. SO we were talking and everything was great and he started talking about me and him dating ( Read more... )

I am in the mood to thank just a few people that have been helping my with my life and so new people that have come back into my life from a short break....

Brittany Durham... we had a tough times in middle school but you have really proved yourself to be a great friend and someone that can bring me up when I am down. I love you to death. We have ( Read more... )