I've been hurting the people I love most with my issues. I don't mean to. I really do try not to let things get to me, and I try to figure out why things are getting to me, but it's never clear
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the things you're trying to do for solutions are really good for you, brita. i'm really glad you're getting so in touch with yourself now. it takes some really intense issues and emotion, but i know you'll get to a resolution sooner than later
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Most of it all started stemming from facebook. Mom kept promoting others success. No mentions or includings of me at all. I was trying not to take it personally, since i just dont advertise myself at all , and i dont have a very public social life...
But the last straw was before she left. She kept posting how proud she was of you and Jordon for all the things you guys do. So one day i posted that new art i did, and asked if she`d look at it when she had time. she says okay...
I come back from work, and she runs out, doesnt say hello, tells me to check out facebook cause jeremy posted his new songs and that i should listen to them. I go online, and she never even looked at the art, not a comment or nothing, just a big ad on my wall saying how proud she was of jeremy. i confronted her about a few hours later when she got back hom, and she felt awful, and i forgave her. Buut yeah. Still stung.
Like I said, I forgave her, so it's not really a valid excuse for me to use.
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Most of it all started stemming from facebook. Mom kept promoting others success. No mentions or includings of me at all. I was trying not to take it personally, since i just dont advertise myself at all , and i dont have a very public social life...
But the last straw was before she left. She kept posting how proud she was of you and Jordon for all the things you guys do. So one day i posted that new art i did, and asked if she`d look at it when she had time. she says okay...
I come back from work, and she runs out, doesnt say hello, tells me to check out facebook cause jeremy posted his new songs and that i should listen to them. I go online, and she never even looked at the art, not a comment or nothing, just a big ad on my wall saying how proud she was of jeremy.
i confronted her about a few hours later when she got back hom, and she felt awful, and i forgave her. Buut yeah. Still stung.
Like I said, I forgave her, so it's not really a valid excuse for me to use.
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