Cancer.

Yesterday BradBrad and I had an adventure. We went to Cranbrook to take pics because we felt like it and we found treasure! And we found the Melstrom ball and met Melvin and all his cousins...it was glorious. And the ghost cat. Scarrrrrry ( Read more... )

Today I did a brave thing. I am proud of myself.

Turner, you are an exception to the rules. You should know that.

Shannon, negative.

Danielle. Smile forever. <3 ( Read more... )

My Caseville days were the most amazing days I've had in a really, really long time. I got to be with all my family and all my BradBrad and the weather was gorgeous and there were shooting stars and we walked along the beach at sunset burying other people's stuff and I got absolutely fried (no joke it's really disgusting) and we made bracelets and ( Read more... )

I cried today. Not because I missed her or wanted her, but because I realized that I'm going to be okay without her. And I am. Everything is okay ( Read more... )

Have you ever like, really wanted something and someone else says they want it too, but something tells you that you shouldn't believe them? Because that's how I feel ( Read more... )

today should have been a great day. i had a great week. well i had a great later half of the week. the first half sucked. but i was on the up swing. things were turning around. but they just kept turning and i'm right back to where i was before. i wish you were here, but i'm going to see you tomorrow, whether they want me to or not. probably.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think my heart is literally broken. I don't think it'll ever beat the same way again. Maybe that's a good thing, what do I know?

There is so much going on in my head right I could write a fucking novel. Which would suck because I have absolutely no idea what I'm thinking. All my thoughts are jumbling together and things that used to make sense suddenly don't anymore and the things that never made sense still don't make sense and nothing makes sense. There is so much I want ( Read more... )