i got my paycheck today. sucks. haha. i guess i shouldnt complain because i really do have it good. i sit at a desk all day and listen to music and talk with my employees and surf the net and eat candy and drink water and sketch in illustrator. i have so much fun and i get paid to do it. even if its a low income its work. yep.

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oh man all my entries are turning into valaria this valaria that. ive really gotta not. im not even obsessed with her like i was before. so here we go a real entry. tonight at the trunk show was a little awkward because dina has been acting really weird with me and so we didnt really talk much. and this boy whose in our little group horaku doesnt ( Read more... )

tonight i went to brians trunk show for his work. it was a little weird because i had like 3 different groups of friends there. hah there were my school friends and my uniqlo friends and then valaria. i pretty much hung with valaria but she was on her phone a lot talking to veronica. man she was so obnoxious. i wish i could have just relaxed and ( Read more... )

ok so basically im the worlds biggest idiot.

valaria.

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ive lost 10 pounds since i was in arizona. im back to normal. a little better then normal actually. im super excited about it to be completely honest im gonna try for at least 7 more pounds. at one point i was at 146 in arizona and now im at 134. yay! i just straightened my hair. i musta been an idiot to think about cutting it off. i cut my bangs a ( Read more... )

seriously im so freakin horny this is horrible. i cant focus on my work! so funny.

last night i went to francesca's and ended up spending the night. we watched two movies and talked till like 5 in the morning. it was so cute her body language was telling me she wanted to cuddle and when she finally said "im cold" heh i put my arm around her. pretty damn cute. so we slept and then got ready in the afternoon and went over to the ( Read more... )

last nights date was nice. francesca is beautiful and i enjoyed talking with her. she doesnt excite me like kristen but not everyone can be an artist right. we watched music/lyrics and that was okay and ate chinese food. tonight is friday and i bet you im staying in. funny how that works huh. it'll be nice though for a change to stay in. god damn ( Read more... )

oh my oh god new hannah montana cd in 11 days!! you know im all over that!! my god last night i met kristen and we had a few drinks and totally were all over each other in the bar. we went back to her place in a cab and the cab driver scolded us for being all over each other. or me rather for being all over her. anyway her apt is so fuckin sexy. ( Read more... )