I dont think god will ever let me be at ease. Never the less Happy

Things are slowly but surely getting better.
Im making more money working at loon, and i get to see taylor alot more often.
Even though im still not "allowed" to see him, we still see eachother ATLEAST once a week.
But after this week, things will be back to the norm :]]]

I miss alex, i havent seen him in forever and i miss the shit out of him.

i am constantly working lately and i havent decided weather or not if i like it. im making mad money but i honestly feel drained and sick to my stomache. i know there are more people that work longer hours than i do, but this is something im still not used too. i worked around 46 hours in 4 days. and non stop work since. ive been at my apartment ( Read more... )

Christmas sucked like always ( Read more... )

I want nothing more to do with any of my old friends.
All back stabbers, better hope i don't remember any of your secrets ;]

Oh payback, its always amazing.

I dont know whos a liar, and a backstabber.
So i dont think im trusting any of you anymore.


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You make me so utterly sick.

There is nothing more id love to do than to punch you in the fucking face.

Taylor can try and break up with me all he wants.
But he'll always know that it was him and i that were ment to be together.
I love him so much


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IM MOVVVINGGGGGGGGGG!!

To plymouth at the rock barn..
the white house to the left.
Last Door, apartment B.
So its up the stairs, come over!

Other than that im scared as shit, and ill have no money for like... a long time.
But im sure it will be well worth it.

So lately things have just been breezing by. Ive had really no feelings about anything. Saturday i went to the Oh Sleeper show with KT, and we met my new friend josh there. Hes really nice and hasn't stopped hanging out with me since. Plus im his only friend besides mike in New Hampshire ( Read more... )