Well i know i havent written in here in a long while. Its not because i go lazy. Its just that NOTHING happens. and i mean nothing. I feel my life just slipping by with no changes. my life only changed once when i lived in atlanta..but that soon disappeared. im sure somehow its my fault. im not going ot go thru and list my woes here..i mean I know ( Read more... )

So im holed up in the parents house.. i dont want to spend all my time on the internet..but really if i dont have a book to read.then all thats left is staring at the wall.. i wanted to go with timmy and get some mexican food.... not too much to ask eh? But NOONE answers their cellphones anymore.. even tho theyre supposed to be expecting a call ( Read more... )

For some reason... i have the unavoidable feeling of unattractive loneliness.
i know the reason..but dont make it better. And i take my meds too.. WTF.
sorry nothing interesting to report..or that i feel like reporting..

Life is such a storm of waiting
oceans of broken things from point to point
under lemon sunsets
and cookie cutter horizons

dont you wish you knew?

THis is a letter i wrote a friend today....i think it fits as an entry ( Read more... )

Oy has it been hard to keep taht stupid old depression at bay ( Read more... )

So.. hehe my friend gets arrested by this Cracker ass cop. Because he veered alittle and touched the white line..the guy was SURE my friend was drunk..hes not coordinated so he failed the field test..so they took him and his passenger back to the station..presched to him about the evils of alcohol.videotaped it..and then tested him...and he passed ( Read more... )

So the "rents went away for the weekend.. i saw it fit then to stay home and throw a little party. i love planning things like that..and having the money to do it.. i was prepared for at least 12-20 people.. so i got all this stuff to make hamburgers and lots o beer an some Cham-pan-ya hehe. well the crowd was actually more like ...6 people..but it ( Read more... )

Ach ( Read more... )

AWright ( Read more... )