I'm rubbish at blogging so I got a Tumblr: http://adele-caroline.tumblr.com Not that this has helped much. Maybe I prefer to red about other's lives rather than write about my own? Which is possibly a bit creepy
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Oh wow...I'm so sorry to hear that. I can't even imagine how that must feel. Seeing a counselor is definitely a good thing, I hope it helps. And that's amazing that you made it through with passing grades, good for you and most definitely pat yourself on the back for that.
Thank you :) My tutors have been really good about extending deadlines and stuff for me. The original deadline for mu dissertation was April 8th but there was no way that was happening! So, now I'm handing it in in August. Which means that I don't graduate till Next February but that is a sacrifice I am willing to make.
Thank you Kerry :) I sort of put a different head on when I'm doing schoolwork. I'm *slightly* better than I was. In that, I can now be bothered to do things for longer than one hour each day and I'm having less horribly vivid and lucid dreams.
I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. My dad is incredibly sick these days, and the thought of losing him is heart-wrenching to me, so I can't even imagine how these past few months have been for you. Even now, it's an aching struggle to get through the day, and I don't think I would have been able to do school while all of this is going on, so you deserve more than a pat on the back for passing, and even more for keeping the desire and strength to graduate this February.
There's not much people can say to comfort you or make you feel better, I'm sure, but I've found that doing even the tiniest thing for yourself makes the situation a little less unbearable. For me, it's running on a treadmill, or sneaking off to the roof even just to get away from people who I know are trying to help but really aren't helping because I feel the same way as you do: can you guys go home now? (with an added "I just want to hate the world alone," in my case).
Thank you :) It's weird because sometimes you think you want to be alone, but then when you are you can't stop thinking awful things, but then when you decide that being with people is the better option you want to them to leave you alone!
I will hope and pray that your dad gets through this. It is awful to watch, I know.
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There's not much people can say to comfort you or make you feel better, I'm sure, but I've found that doing even the tiniest thing for yourself makes the situation a little less unbearable. For me, it's running on a treadmill, or sneaking off to the roof even just to get away from people who I know are trying to help but really aren't helping because I feel the same way as you do: can you guys go home now? (with an added "I just want to hate the world alone," in my case).
I'm here if you ever want to talk.
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I will hope and pray that your dad gets through this. It is awful to watch, I know.
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