Breathing Space - An X-Files Cancer Arc Fanmix/Picspam/Meta Part I

Jan 11, 2010 16:05


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"I know what you're afraid of, I'm afraid of the same thing."


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show: the x-files, holy fuck, picspam, ship: mulder/scully, fanmix, analysis-kinda

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siriusdenial_ January 11 2010, 23:06:32 UTC
FIRST COMMENT ♥

I LOVE YOU SAM, WILL READ LATER.

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britishwannabe1 January 11 2010, 23:07:24 UTC
LMAO ILU BB, HAVE FUN WATCHING THE SHITTERY OF S9 <3

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siriusdenial_ January 12 2010, 04:54:54 UTC
Firstly - OMG THIS IS AMAZING, BB BUNNY. I love all the graphics you made and the fonts you chose. They are all so perfect. Are you ready for a really long comment? Because one is coming.

I LOVE the banner you made for Leonard Betts. It just has this feeling of ~discovery~ to it somehow. It’s very mysterious and yet feels somewhat dooming, if you know what I mean. It’s so true what you said about how Scully finds out about her cancer; I had never actually thought about it. I had known about the cancer plot-line before watching the episode but it still came as a COMPLETE surprise. At first, I didn’t even fully understand what had just happened. But when it hit me, I probably had the same expression as Scully did.

It’s typical of Scully to carry the weight of the world on her shoulders. She’s notoriously repressive of emotion because she doesn’t want to appear vulnerable, but in this moment, it’s more than that. To tell him would make him worry, and she doesn’t want to hurt him.I LOVE THOSE SENTENCES RIGHT THERE SFM. You ( ... )

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britishwannabe1 January 12 2010, 05:29:27 UTC
THIS IS UR BUNNY SPEAKING.

I LOVE the banner you made for Leonard Betts. It just has this feeling of ~discovery~ to it somehow. It’s very mysterious and yet feels somewhat dooming, if you know what I mean.

OMG I LIKE THE SIMPLICITY OF IT. IT FEELS VERY ~PREMONITORY~ TO ME, LIKE OH SHIT NOSEBLEEDDDD. LMAO THAT MAKES NO SENSE BUT I AM SORTA FRANTIC RIGHT NOW. And everything about Leo Betts is awesome, the ending just like, KILLS ME.

She never wants Mulder to protect her or help her and that’s all he wants to do, with good intentions. Oh Scully, I do love you - but why must you always be such a martyr?

YES YES YESSSSSSSSS. LIKE SCULLY IS A FUCKING SAINT. I can't even describe it in words. I think she feels like the weight of the world is on her shoulders, like she has to fix things, but she is so conflicted herself that she doesn't know if she should follow Mulder or her own path. GUH.

THIS IS UR BUNNY SPEAKING.

I LOVE the banner you made for Leonard Betts. It just has this feeling of ~discovery~ to it somehow. It’s very ( ... )

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pokeitlikejello January 11 2010, 23:27:07 UTC
GUH. I FEEL SICK NOW.

DUDE. THIS IS SO EPIC AND WONDERFUL AND YOUR WORDS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL. THIS REALLY KILLS ME THOUGH BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE TO THINK OF SCULLY DYING.

AND IT MAKES ME WANY TO CRY AND LEAVES A LUMP IN MY THROAT AND A SORE SPOT IN MY HEART. BUT THIS IS SRSLY BEAUTIFUL AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SECOND PART.

(And I clicked all the song links as I went through and they all worked, just to let you know!!)

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britishwannabe1 January 11 2010, 23:35:51 UTC
LMAO ILU JILLIAN.

OMG I'M SO HAPPY YOU LOVE IT. SCULLY DYING IS TOO FUCKING HEART BREAKING FOR ME TO HANDLE. LIKE, I WAS ON THE VERGE OF TEARS WHEN I WAS WRITING ABOUT THE SCENE BETWEEN HER AND MOM. FUCK I LOVE THIS SHOW.

(omg ty you're a dollll)

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pokeitlikejello January 11 2010, 23:54:14 UTC
ILU FOR MAKING THIS.

YEAH, LIEK, IF I MADE THIS, I WOULD JUST BE CRYING ALLLL THE TIME. AND NO ONE WOULD UNDERSTAND BUT YOU BBS. AND THAT SCENE WITH HER AND HER MOM???? FUCKING KILLS ME. I FUCKING LOVE THIS SHOW TOO.

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britishwannabe1 January 11 2010, 23:56:48 UTC
FOR ME WEIRDLY ENOUGH, THE SADDEST SCENE IN MEMENTO MORI MIGHT BE THE SCENE WITH HER MOM, MOSTLY BECAUSE I LOVE MRS. SCULLY SO FUCKING MUCH AND ALL KINDS OF BULLSHIT HAPPENS TO HER. AND THEN SHE TELLS SCULLY THAT ~SHE'S HER ONLY DAUGHTER LEFT~ AND IT MAKES SCULLY FEEL GUILTY. OMG THE STOICISM ON SCULLY'S FACE IN THAT MOMENT KILLS ME. LIKE, I WANT TO HUG HER AND HUG HER MOM AND THEN DIEEEEE.

FUCK ME.

LMAO WE'RE SO RETARDED.

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aquascape January 11 2010, 23:34:23 UTC
OHAI SAM, THIS IS EMMA, FROM TUMBLR.

I wish I could offer some more constructive commentary, but alas, I find I am incapable of doing anything other than squeeing over how much I LOVE THIS.

I especially love what you had to say on 'Never Again.' I've never been able to fully enjoy that episode, mostly because I couldn't get past how the one time Scully goes out to get herself some sexytiems, she ends up beaten. However, your meta made me fully appreciate the insight into Scully's character given by 'Never Again' for the first time, so well done! (Sorry if that didn't make sense--I am sick right now, and not especially coherent.)

Also, I kind of love you for including Stars on XF mix ❤

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britishwannabe1 January 11 2010, 23:38:07 UTC
OMG IT'S EMMA COMING OUT OF LURKERDOM ♥ OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT MY LITTLE OLD TRIBUTE TO CANCER ARC DID THIS LMAO.

YAY I'M GLAD YOU LIKE IT.

I especially love what you had to say on 'Never Again.' I've never been able to fully enjoy that episode, mostly because I couldn't get past how the one time Scully goes out to get herself some sexytiems, she ends up beaten.

LMAO, I. FUCKING. KNOW. RIGHT.

Lmao that Stars song is my favorite on the mix, ngl.

Yay, glad you enjoyed it <3

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thedamaged January 11 2010, 23:36:03 UTC
I LOVE MY SISTER.

Oh my god, I didn't cry this time but it kills me all the same. And I love you for the music cause I lost my Angels On The Moon song when my computer got fixed. And Flames by Vast always reminds me of Scully and I don't know why but I can never explain how much I love about your meta/picspams/fanmixes cause they baffle me to much.

And yeah Ed and Scully had sexyteims cause he's fucking hott, and so's Scully with her shirt unbuttoned and she's all rumpled. Haha.

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britishwannabe1 January 11 2010, 23:49:47 UTC
I'M SO GLAD MY LITTLE SISTER APPROVES!

LOL omg I don't want to make anyone cry lmao. Angels on the Moon is so Scullyish I can't take it. I'm glad I baffle you too. I know that like, half of my friends won't read all of it, but I enjoy it all the same, it allows me to get my thoughts down.

I WILL ALWAYS MAINTAIN THAT THEY HAD SEX, I DON'T EVEN CARE.

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thedamaged January 11 2010, 23:58:08 UTC
OMG I'M WATCHING SCARY MONSTERS AND THAT ANNOYING BLONDE BITCH IS BACK!

Anyways, I read all that shit, lazy asses. XD

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britishwannabe1 January 12 2010, 00:02:39 UTC
OMG LEYLA HARRISON. SCARY MONSTERS IS THE SHIT THOUGH. I LOVE SCULLY DISSECTING A CAT ON HER TABLE. LMAO.

Good job, you're ~my number one fan~ :)

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christinaof94 January 11 2010, 23:36:58 UTC
omg ew I hate it.

NO JK I FUCKING LOVE IT. OMG SAM IT'S AMAZINGGGG. I love the art and the analysis of each episode.

I suck with words, so this is all I can say. Seriously, this is beautiful.

Now off to work on school stuffs while I download your mix (YAY) omg pooey (the school part I mean).

I LOVE IT AND ILU

(this is me lightly using the word 'love', but clearly it is not the same love that Scully and Mulder have for each other, but you know what I mean ;D)

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britishwannabe1 January 11 2010, 23:52:21 UTC
HEY THERE LITTLE SISTER.

LMAO MARLEY IS ALREADY MY LITTLE SISTER AND I FIGURE YOU CAN BE TOO.

Glad you enjoyed it <3 NOW OFF TO DO FABULOUSLY IN SCHOOL. and listen to my mix while you do so

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