i was thinking...

[britooni]

i was thinking earlier today about some things...why do friends grow apart? ppl who you were best friends with in second grade are not your best friends today (in most cases). I know the whole thing about people changing and growing in separate directions and yada yada, but even people who you were friends with a year ago can become someone that

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[serendipitous04]

Hey, Brit. I just want to let you know that even though we are not as close as we used to be, I still love you very much. I think we have both changed a little bit, but that can be a good thing. Yes, there is a distance between us that I never thought would be (which is partly my fault), but I still want you to know that even though we may not be BEST friends forever, you will ALWAYS be in my heart. We have sooo many good thoughts and funny moments that I will never forget, and I know that we still have a lot to come. So, this is a long message, but I basically want to say that I LOVE YOU.

[serendipitous04]

ok, i thought that i didn't post the first time, so i rewrote a second message. anyway, i'm a dork with computers.

[britooni]

You know steph, i just don't want this separation anymore. I just wish we were like we used to be, but i know that it probably won't happen. This isn't a perfect world. I'm starting to lose all the people i care about, and i just can't take it anymore. It's getting to be a pride thing. Because you don't call, I don't call, or if Beau calls, and you don't call back, I think you wouldn't call me back either. I don't know. I just don't want to not know you anymore, because i really do love you, stephanie. I don't want you to think that i'm saying it just to say it. I really mean it. I don't want you to leave and not have spent any time with us. It's especially hard because of our schedules, but I will be making more of an effort.