It isn't just a friendship. That word is so very limiting. There are so many more ways people can connect. I don't have a word for how I feel. It's far from a simple friendship ( Read more... )

Sarah Brightman is so weird! but I love her anyway ( Read more... )

I am so incredibly hopeful, and overly excited! I am trying to be realistic however.

The last time I was overly joyed in getting to see someone, it failed miserably and I was crushed.

This time I think it is just a matter of when. Yes, when!

There is much to talk about. *Excitd!*

I had a really nice time in Houston. Gosh, I love Houston. I do, but not to live...right? I mean I tried several times to live there. Torn... so torn ( Read more... )

There are only a handful of people I never want to see again. Mostly for stalker type reasons. I am sure these people did not want to let me go. However, I wanted absolutely nothing to do with them ever ( Read more... )

Yesterday I cried a lot when I went home for lunch.  On top of everything, yesterday was especially hard being that my grandmother had passed away two years ago.  She was indeed my second mother, and it is still painful.  It was also painful to see her suffering.  If I could have taken that pain away I would have ( Read more... )

Time, it is just going to take some time for me to not feel such a deep sadness. It will heal over with scar tissue and lessen then pain, but it will always be there ( Read more... )

Sometimes you have to do something you really don't want to do, but you know it's the best thing for someone else.

You're gone from here ( Read more... )

This morning the interior designer that hates me organized some lunch thing or I heard some over talk about something...Well really I am not sure exactly what went down as I was not invited to whatever it was.  It clicked when they all came back at the same time from somewhere.  Now I am not one to go to such things anyway.  I go, but I don't WANT ( Read more... )