A poem I made ( Read more... )

The first poem I made up ( Read more... )

So today has been the happiest day of me life ( Read more... )

So I have not done anything today. Not even my test that is due tomorrow. I did call 911 today. The cops had to come to my house. My step dad came home drunk. All he did today was call the house over and over again and bitch at my mom for nothing. Then he came home and it got worse. My mom said she was going to call the cops. He took all of our ( Read more... )

I miss holding your hand ( Read more... )

Well I just got home from a night out with the girls. I like having these nights. It's special time together that we can talk and relate to each other. But of course when I talked and told my problems no one could relate. I dont get why these things happen to me. Am I suppose to not live a happy life. I know life is what you make out of it ( Read more... )

I was so tired at work today. Being sick, tired and emotional stressed is not a good combination. My mother called up to my work 4 times today to yell at me. Every time I pick up the phone I am hoping it is you. But it never is ( Read more... )

I cant fall asleep yet again. It is now going on 1:00am and I have to be up for work at 4:30am. I have 3 and a half hours to sleep before i go to work for 6 hours. I am wearing myself down. This is just a repeat of last year. I am just waiting for them to verify that I am dieing. But I will never know because I dont have insurance ( Read more... )

So I worked my ass off working out. I have nothing to do but go to work, cry, workout, cry, think, sleep, and do some more crying. This is my downfall. I have it the pits. It is now official. I looked at apartments today with Angela. I found some and I can move in in two weeks. I am glad I am getting my own place but it just will seem empty ( Read more... )

I just got home from work. It was total HELL!! Well lets start from the beginning. So last night i couldnt go to sleep. I think i went to bed around 3:00am. Let me remind you I have to be up for work at 7:00am. All I could do was think. And then I cried more. I just cant stop thinking about it. As I was driving to work of course this one ( Read more... )