today has been the best day and yet the worst day ever. that is all i have to say about that. i dont feel like discussing it ( Read more... )

i am still sick, yeah going on 2 months now ( Read more... )

i am still sick and in a lot of pain. what did i do to deserve this?!

i really like some one and they dont know. i wish they only knew how i felt. how i really feel about things.

people change. life changes. emotions changes. everything is becoming something new.

today was amazing and that is all i will say.

i am still sick i cant get in to the doctors for a couple of days and i am in so much pain. i cant handle this anymore. everything is going wrong all at once. i just hate it i hate it. when will this end? it will end when i say it will end because i bring it upon myslef. so here it goes.... right now is when it will end.

well i have not been living in my home since like the last time i have posted. i hate my home. i hate it so much. i am having the worse time in my life and no one is here for me ( Read more... )

sorry i have not posted in a while it is because i got grounded yeah i know i still get grounded. hey come on now you should know my mom by now i get in trouble for everything being on the phone past 9, being on the internet past 10, having the phone in my room ( Read more... )

anthony loved his gift. oh and i loved mine too. i got nothing. yup thats right nothing. i have not got anything from him. what did i get for christmas nothing valentines day nothing my fuckin birthday nothing sweetest day nothing. what the hell i mean come on i bought him everything just at the competition i bought him his dinner. i hate feeling ( Read more... )

i am still a little sick but soo much more better. everything has been going wrong in my life. i went laser tagging with a big group of people the other night and when we were done we walked out to my car and noticed some one had hit it. yup my sweet car got hit. i was so pissed. my whole front bumper has to be replaced my tire is like bold from ( Read more... )

i am sick. i am throwing up and my stomach feels like its having a party. why cant i just get better. why cant i just feel normal again. i have been sick for over a month. this is going to far. it needs to stop. oh shit i have to go. time to visit mr. toilet.

you tell me you care but when friends ask you its a different story. you tell them nothing is going on and that you dont like me. get you story straight or dont tell one. all i ever wanted was to feel accepted by you and be loved. no one in my household acts like they care for me so i have to find love some where else. i thought it was you. i ( Read more... )