i hate you.
with everything that i have in me.

and i mean every word of that.

five months ago from last wednesday, something happened to me. something that i have not been able to talk about, and still cant. yet, it has been eating away at me since. its so hard to keep it inside. it hurts. and its starting to be more obvious that it is in fact hurting me, physically and emotionally. i cant sleep sometimes, cuz i can only ( Read more... )

wow ( Read more... )

Slave4ugirl692 (2:09:39 PM): you're john is fucking hott and the other john is fucking halarious ( Read more... )

what is with the police log. its been so boring. someone do something interesting...

:)

<3<3<3

ah :)
... and what a good birthday it was... :) :) :)

its my birthday :)
wow. this year flew by....

watched texas chain saw massacre last night... hooooolly crap... didnt help me sleep too much, enough said right there..

today should be a good time. dinner with awesome people :) and then out with someone else after.. :)

i wonder if this year will go by as fast

yeah, im an awful awful person. and i feel really bad. and like, im trying not to, but i cant help it, i mean, its not like i can help how i feel. and i dont know what to do about it. and different people tell me to do different things, and i dont know whats right and whats not, and i dont even know what i want. i have no idea what to do. im so ( Read more... )

haha wow so i know last entry was like i hate people you all suck... but im happy right now cuz last night was a wicked good time. went to my friend from wilmington's 18th bday party at the residence inn. haha met a lot of people, it was a really interesting night. haha and it was awesome. i think im gonna keep the details on the dl though ( Read more... )

ok, so i know i havent updated in forever and a year, but, i really need to vent, sorry all ( Read more... )