i miss him soooooo much...i hate the fact that he doesnt have his computer..i hate the fact that i dont live there so we can chill together..i hate the fact that i still like him..i just miss talking to him..and right now i need to talk to him i need to just vent.

soo..im in business class..i shouldnt even be on here..but oh well dont really care cause i dont want to do what were doing any ways so im just going to write in here nomatter what so blahhh..haha lol...im friggin bored..jill hasnt been at school for the whole week... :( ..i wonder when shes comeing back [?] anyone know when????.....ohhh ive gotta ( Read more... )

OMFG!!!! IM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!!!!..my dad is seriously an IDIOT and i hate him!!!...hes being a complete fuckin loser...he told me that he wont be home tomorrow till late..i was like where are you going and hes like non of your fucking business im sick of telling people where im going..i was like fuck you everything is one big secret with ( Read more... )

holy fuck i cant even believe this..im shaking so bad right now my whole body is just shaking...things were going soooo amazing and now there completly horrible....wow....im scared and i wanna cry so bad but my sister and the kids are here so i wont...FUCK!!...why now..why does this have to happen now..!?!?!?!?...why why why why why....im shaking ( Read more... )

so just found out why mike hasnt been online...and i hate what i found out SOOOO MUCH!!!*tear tear tear tear*...we better still hang out just because hes across town now better not mean we never chill...ughh this is so fucking stupid i hate it...i mean i havent talked to him since last thursday..and i hate not talking to him me and him like super ( Read more... )

TYLER CAME ONLINE!!! :D ...lol hes so awsome lol...crazy stuff..but we didnt talk much well we did but it was like pointless stuff but it was still the bestest haha..i still havent talked to mike..STILL..this is killin me it seems like FOREVER..dammit..oh well..i have noithing wut so ever to talk about and its gay!im hungry but theres nothing to ( Read more... )

im soooooo bored..i started to clean my room cause im sick of looking at the huge friggin mess..but i stopped cause i wanted to come online for a bit..im gonna continue to clean it after school tomorrow..id be able to keep it clean but its just the fact that my bed if huge and my room is small..and i have a space thats the size of the computer ( Read more... )

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i honestly cannot believe how bad things have gotten for her...i feel so helpless i just want to give her a hug and assure her thats its going to be ok...i just want things to go for her shes been through a lot in her life and its like a never ending thing for her..im trying to be a good friend...i really really am..i know im NOTHING compared to ( Read more... )

havent thought of this in so long ( Read more... )