my mood right now is very much like that of the weather. it makes me wanna curl up underneath a blanket and just cry. its a mix of a bunch of things... oh, and i've decided that i wish i was a deaf-mute. that way i couldn't hear things that im not "supposed to" and so i can't say stupid shit that can be taken the wrong way.

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im so sick of everything around here. everything and everyone. everytime i do or say anything it's taken the wrong way, and im sick of all the confrontations. im sick of people not minding their own business, im sick of always having to explain myself, and im sick of no one listening when i do. im sick of everything. i give up.

hey all... so i haven't written in here forever and a half...  more like two weeks i guess... just got back from slippery rock, had  to take bob and cara back... i cant wait til i can get outta high school... but anywho... so homecoming turned out to be a ginormous success.... it was the funnest one yet.... kelsey and timko, nick and i, and ( Read more... )

*so today was a bit of an emotional roller coster for me i guess... got up kinda early cuz i couldn't sleep, so me and mom made apple cinnamon pancakes for breakfast then dad called and said that he would be here early to pick me up so i had to go get ready instead of finish makin 'em.... so i hurried up and got ready... then he called and said ( Read more... )

right now, i feel like my life has been thrown into a giant blender... it's like when things start going really well for me, something has to be thrown in just to remind me that i can never be fully happy. everything has been good for me for awhile now, but as stupid as the crap that happened tonight was, it pissed me off beyond belief. not only ( Read more... )

so i just got home... i went with marissa to the jamestown fair and met up with ralph... that was ok... i've never been to that fair before, so i guess it was time that i should... it was way too packed tho... freakin people everywhere... o well... tho i do think it's kinda cool how they just have it at their school and all... o wells... then after ( Read more... )

hey everyone... so we have one week down, and 35 to go... for some reason, im not getting the whole impact of "being a junior"... so far, this year is just as bad as the rest have been. maybe worse. not quite sure yet. there's not a whole lot of my friends in my classes, and as far as im concerned, the whole friend department is constantly ( Read more... )

hey all... so im in a slightly better mood right now... kinda sad that summers over. i always hate the last day. it sucks. but anyways, here's the recap of my last week or so... transfer fair started as im sure just all of you know... went there tuesday, wednesday, and thursday for the lack of better things to do... that was fun, but three days of ( Read more... )

so my last night of freedom during summer vacation was definatly action packed alright. im not gonna go into specifics, but it was just eventful alright. it sucks that summer's over tomorrow... it went so dang fast. and i had a weird ending to it. really made me think. weird. i dont know. but i dont feel like typing a bunch right now, so im gonna ( Read more... )

so today i went with kelsey to conneiut lake for the warner's picnic thingy... we left around like 3... walked around for awhile, rode the bluestreak 5 times... finally got the dang back seat after the 3rd time... haha... "let's just be losers and run for it!" lmao... then we walked around and kelsey found some guy and i told her that i'd pay her a ( Read more... )