issues
MEN(or shall I put boys?):
They cheat,They lie,They fucking hurt girls so bad.
THERE FUCKING PSYCHO!
Today a certain "someone" messages me on myspace......
WHY!?
Why does he have the nerve just to come back and try to talk to me?
dont they ever get what they FUCKING do?
like lenny,he doesnt get what he did to me..
he just sits there and smiles and is like fucking retarted?
I want to ask both of these fucking little boys why dont they get it or what is fucking wrong with them seriously.....one day i will.
why did i have to ever fall for the worlds biggest two thickheaded dumbasses?
they are like twins...
they look so much alike!
it aggarvates me.
>.<
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......I'm mad at myself,because I cant let go of Lenny,Something is telling me not to let go.I tell everyone and myself that I just like him as a friend,but I really dont.I know what he does to girls,how he cheats and everything,and how he is married and dating someone,But When I look at him...There is nothing but passion and hope that he'll come back to reality and change,I thought knowing all those things,I would quit caring and move on,I start to think that I am,and im really not,& ever since twin1 sent me a message im starting to think I never moved on from him......
-SIGHSSS-
I hate whatever you want to call this feeling.
papadiablo666: i remember he used to say wheres my girl (he meant you), but you were always doing something with that fucking piece of filth, so..
Brittany Fafara: OMG, he use to say "wheres my girl"?!
papadiablo666: ya
papadiablo666: i remember..
papadiablo666: u were dating ____
papadiablo666: @ the time
I Removed the person's name,duh of course.
No drama needed ;]
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPEND THOUGH?!
He use to say he wanted to be with me and all this shit,then a few weeks ago,he told me that being with ME would make him super fucking happy and that i was beautiful and that i have beautiful eyes,and to never change,then i told him how i felt...and he said he didnt want to hurt me,because of his actions,but i told him if he was happy HE wouldnt cheat anymore,becaues thats the only reason he cheats now because he is UNHAPPY.
I just dont get it....
all i want is to be able to understand!
I cant stop listening to metallica,ever since that last night together with him.AHHHHHH.
what is this?
what the fuck.
ive never felt this before.
Puerto rican boys,I swear.
They FUCK you up.