i think its extremely entirely too hard to believe that all things happen for a reason and the right reason when whats happening just sucks. i look up to my older brothers, but as most of you know i have always looked up to daniel the most. im not sure why, its just how things are. well i love him, and ooo soo much and i just try and perceive ( Read more... )

so pretty much i hate this situation, im sick of it actually and i want it to be over. but honestly, i dont. i wish i could just be strong and say fine, the end, for real but that never happens. whenever we start to talk about it somehow we get almost there then its fine again. and i cant stand that, ahhh. its so unfair ( Read more... )

justin and i are done now ( Read more... )

wow i havent written in FOREVER!!
how is everyone. haha. im good.

well, i truthfully dont even know where to start. i was reading over my old entries and some of them seemed really depressing, i did not like it. no more of that. hopefully.

hmmph college is fun.i went to the delta chi founders day dinner, it was fun. i went with steven! : ) yayy ( Read more... )

im in film class. fun!

i love kaycee pope:)

went to senior lunch with sarah and alina <33

aimee's home.

i dont know what im doing tonight.

i saw emilys new house today ( Read more... )

im never liking anyone again ( Read more... )

tonight was a very fun night! i saw hide and seek
and dakota fanning is the best!

we went to starbucks too.

then his house.

then, hahah.

it was still lots of fun though- even with that lil mishap.

yep, fun fun!

goodnight<33

we went throught the whole alphabet making adjectives that describe you. none of which were good things.

try to tell me you havent changed, where were u tonight. thats right. party hard.

never talk to me again.

you will never again achieve the satisfaction of knowing you hurt me- never. its over.

i woke up late again today. my mom came in my room at like 6.47 wondering when i get up. since my dads been in atlanta iv woken up late so many times. weird ( Read more... )