When it all goes to hell, will you be able to tell me sorry with a straigh face?

[brittanyroberts]

It's a struggle. It really is, I can't express myself too much with out giving myself away but I feel I must vent for fear I might explode. I realized along time ago that the things you do and your actions affect not only you but everyone around you and everyone you care about. It's a harsh fact but nothing is more true. I can't tell someone how

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..yeah

[kathrinenicole]

3 people in my family are drug addicts, so I have witnessed and experienced more than a few things having to do with drugs. Unfortunately most of the time, nothing you can say or do can help the person unless they are willing to stop. I don't really know the situation though, so there really isn't much I can say. The only advice I know to give you may be kind of corny, but just pray for them..idk; I just thought I'd let you know, that I know how you feel.

[brittanyroberts]

it feels good when people can relate and sympathize with me, i might pray about it but honestly i havent prayed in a long time. maybe thats why i feel like i dont know what to do because i havent "talked to God about it" if that makes any sense, i havent talked to him in a while. That is something else im dealing with.

[jdmstiviimike]

Maybe you should tell this person this, I'm sure they would like to know how you feel...

[brittanyroberts]

In the begining of my post I described how your actions affect the people around you. You (everyone) have that power and that is something I realize and take advantage of in a positive way instead of a negitive way. Just by showing how much I care and putting forth the effort to show that person that someone really, really does care about them, I'm able to make them see and understand what their doing is wrong and why with out making them feel attacked. I think I have successfuly proved myself right. so far.

timchang mofo!

[anonymous]

ummmm.... i agree drugs can be bad. hell, anything can be bad for you if u over exceed its potential use. and i think its not about doing these drugs because we NEED them. its the way you feel when u use them that "we" have learned to understand and enjoy. i can honestly say that i can still control my actions and my emotions regardless of whatever drug i use. now there are drugs out that that makes you lose control of urself, and alcohol will do it. good thing im not into that huh.. heh brittany, honestly...ur taking this subject wayyy too seriously... i could understand if these drugs led to something more hardcore beyond what "i/we" do now.. but im not sitting here forcing everyone to get involved. Everyone, well most, do it already, it is a mere coincidence that we meet such fortunate ppl who know what it's potential. keep ur head up, u act like its the end of the world. =)

Re: timchang mofo!

[brittanyroberts]

Timmy Timmy, I wont completely criticize you because I did ask for advice but just because you cant see with your naked eye the affect doing a mind altering drug has on you and your behavior is just completely ignorant. Your entire comment was a complete rationalization of your actions that are morally and ethically wrong. You are one of the main people who are caught up in this fantasyland, you don't understand the consequences of your actions and the things your doing and you never will until something bad happens to you. I care about you a lot Tim and that's why I make it a point to express my opinion about the things your doing because I know the consequences to your actions and I would hate for anything bad to happen to you ever. But regardless of my efforts unless you stop something bad is going to happen to you. If I were you I would be extremely careful about every decision I made especially if most of my life is centered around something that is completely shady and under the table. Tim you remember when you say things like "

Re: timchang mofo!

[anonymous]

You only live once bitch!!! As long as the people doing the drugs aren't dropping out of school and quitting there jobs because of it, let them do what they want. As long as drugs aren't controlling their lives, who cares, even though you might think they are. You've never done it so how would you know what it does to you.

Re: timchang mofo! tim here

[anonymous]

hey. its cool man.. i dont really care. i was just bored this morning so i commented on ur lj. i realize it doesnt matter what we argue about, it wont ever settle. bye bye